How does one get rid of pseudo-dysphoria?

I've never been dysphoric, but ever since I've learned about transitioning and hrt, I'm stuck hating the fact that I am not dysphoric.
I don't mind my facial hair, but I hate being able to tolerate it.
I don't mind my genitals, but I hate my indifference to them.
I don't mind my body and face, but I hate apathy and occasional pride I get from it.
Everything just reminds me that I am just a cis man, and it's tearing me apart.
All I want is to either be a cis man in peace again, or transition and be happy as a woman or even just a hon