>>935901948
I’m working on it. I hooped back on dating apps after a while where I was getting my shit back together over not taking a rejection well. I hate it so much, they’re so fucking vapid and meaningless.

I’m in a situation where I can’t even really find anyone since I go to boot camp in under a month for the army, no guy I've served with has had a faithful girlfriend when the guy was on course so I’m probably not gonna make that connection in under a month

>>507488850
Of course, I’m not deluded by some idea that I “deserve” anything. I continue to worn on it by working out, I have stable employment now in an interesting job, I talk to women and flirt a little sometimes.

It’s just…. Difficult. I often wish that never happened to me or if I could just cease to exist because it seems insurmountable in comparison to women and men who had the ability to fuck up and learn in highschool instead of now in my 20’s

>>24460189
>age
23
>book
Mein Kampf
>thoughts
So far it’s not that bad. I find some similarities in that we both grew up in similar circumstances and have a likewise understanding of history of cause and effect and how it can teach us about larger phenomenon. I also find his beliefs on Austria-Hungary and Jews interesting as he didn’t initially hate either but the latter was later shown to him to be weal due to its multiculturalism and archaic aristocracy. For the latter Infind it interesting that he was hesitant to dislike jews but over time came to hate them after multiple smaller encounters, namely how events in media were misrepresented and were owned disproportionately by them in Austria-Hungary

Just started reading so haven’t read past the first few chapters