Don’t think I’ve posted here since I moved to Bend and started working at the kombucha place. Ended up meeting a girl, moved to Portland, she showed her true colors, and now I’m fucking stuck with her because we spent all our money on the move. I opened up to her today and told her I was having suicidal thoughts and she spun it around and made it all about herself, not the fact I’ve been sad and feeling alone and like I haven’t been able to open up to anyone. I all of a sudden remember and miss being alone in this world.