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Because it's not that bad and surely I can fix it this on my own and also I find that suicide is a comforting ripcord in case life gets hard, I imagine it'd be a lot harder to pull off if people knew I was struggling. Not that I'm interested in suicide atm but it's kinda like yeah I guess I will when I turn like 50.

Also the second some nobody therapist tries to tell me something about my own life I will disregard them.