Pic related.
I paid for porn today, and now I feel like a huge fucking loser.
It gets worse. I didn't even pay for a well known legit site like pornhub premium, or brazzers. No. It just had to be whatever the fuck kinda shady russian shit "erstis" ist.

Post nut clarity is fucking KILLING me.
I don't want to be a fucking gooner anymore. I gave the damned ruskis my credit card.