>tldr why am i *such* a gay faggot homosexual?

why am i, a confident male who can be controlling and assertive, sexually submissive? obviously sexuality and personality arent 1:1 but they are somewhat intertwined. why is it that im not content with a woman being the penetrator? why do i crave male attention more than (or even instead of) female attention? what makes men click and not women? ive interacted with plenty of pretty, funny, and smart women but never thought of them as a sexual or lifelong partner, could it really just be that i was raised in a female only household? does that really cause such a drastic deviation from whats "normal"? i really cant seem to figure out what exactly draws me toward other males, ive met both men and women with traits that i like but my feelings are completely taken by men, the only answer i get in my head is my lust for the male body but thats so shallow dont you think?

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Just another failed project of them, they have no souls

>>12351519
thoubeit unlikely to happen
if you say so??? im prepared when random strangers that i never seen before show up on my property and if you are lucky and im not the first one to open the door you still have to run downstair and then im even more prepared