>>7673442
but that's just probably how I am. I hate the feeling of being unsatisfied with myself to the point I am trying to get better at ANYTHING in life probably to prove that I am worth something.

you could also just download some artbooks and look through them and try and copy whatever the style is. I know you might feel frustrated that it might not look like the original drawing, but that's the point where you should ask yourself if you want to get to that point where it looks exactly like the original art and maybe expand adding your own bit of spice.

>>7673365
this is the same girl with same reference I had in my mind, but this style is my own, more realistic I would say

I hope my larping could give you some motivation to continue your studies in art, get better and finally feel satisfied with your own work again