why aren't there any games that will make me feel like what .webm related made me feel?

"Artists" are hating AI because it is threatening them for real. If AI was garbage and unable to threaten them, the reaction would range from interested curiosity to indifference. Instead you get pure rage and hatred.

Think about it.

honest question, why no one makes rpg like TES?
best we have is avowed and that one set in king arthur england