>>81743475
OP, I feel we share alot in common. We both find ourselves in pretty much the same predicament. Trying to form any sort of connection in a community that forces oversocialization and the same, boring hobbies you never will find yourself partaking in can be extremely detrimental to your wellbeing. I feel I was able to recognise that I will never be able to fit in this society our peers are building for eachother and thus, I chose to further dwell in escapist media and niche hobbies I had at the time. But, as you may expect, this isn't meant to last and now that I'm 20, I have been nothing more than a daydreamer, with no actual achievements to my name whatsoever and any and all people I might have considered friends for a brief and treated better than what I wished to ever be treated have all seemingly grown distained with me and now I'm completely alone once again. I tried ysing /soc/ and finding some local discord servers there, but all it ended eith is me finding the same 3 people chronically lurking the board and a few servers with seemingly pre-established cliches, a fully completed puzzle with no space for me. I still keep my discord account in case I someday DO find someone or anything, so, If you're willing, I can leave my tag here and we can share our personal experiences together and, hopefully, find time to plan a proper meetup?