>>40641754
They think they can outsmart God. Very arrogant full of hubris

I've been trying to astral project these last few days now with no luck. Every time I've tried, I've only woken up in the middle of the night having nightmare hallucinations while awake (last night it was like the walls of my room faded into darkness at a certain distance and within that darkness was a black mass that looked like a bunch of those black 40 gallon trash bags covered in semen(?) and stretching around in random directions). I believe I've almost achieved AP once, but every other time I've intentionally tried has led to something like that happening. My intention is to speak to God for personal reasons, because I haven't been able to feel a spiritual connection to him my whole life despite trying to. Does anyone have any experience with this personally or any similar advice?