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for now my plan 'll be doing my part in imagining my self having what i desire in my day to day life, as much as possible and remaining optimistic about me getting it in the future and also the daily practice in bed, even if i can't get into the mindset of me having it in the sense of feeling it 100/100 in my day to day life, i will keep imagining my self having it