it's ur local standard edition, casual, low skilled, toaster pc timmy gamer here once again.
i think i am just going to cave in and buy arena once and for all.
it's the fucking "hardcore" wipe and i am STILL falling behind most players in progression.
half my stash is taken up by critical hideout loot that i cant even use yet until i find even more of it.
the other half is filled with guns+ammo+armor that i COULD use, but pointlessly dying is way way way more expensive this wipe than it was before.
i keep floating around ~700k rubles, i never buy weapons only what i find or given thru quests. same with most armor and ammo.
the prices are abysmal even for this bottom barrel hobo gear and even basic meds + a water bottle will set you back over 30k rubles.
i've passed on getting arena for a long while now but i think i've finally been buck broken enough to do it.
none of my friends play tarkov anymore so it's especially lonely— not just solo questing by choice but by nature, i guess.
i will not be giving up in any case, just needed to vent i guess
le thank you for le blog reading