i do wish we were more alike in the thing that mattered to you babe. i'll just say though that those are the things that matter to you right now. you can change. you have what i want though. a keen mind in a feminine body. and that's not nothing, it's so rare. it's enough to make me this way. sorry if it sounds superficial to you, it's really not to me, want to cherish you, think you're a treasure. it's the things i'm trying to change that i think are superficial. and if you accept my guidance and love, you'll see them that way too, that your opinions aren't really who you are at all, they're just strongly felt emotions that can change without you even trying. a word heard in passing is often enough to change a heart. you have a decent soul too, at least now, you keep doing wrong you won't for long though. i'm going to fix you though, i have what it takes, i won't be fooled by your tactics. you will be shown the good and you will begin to walk that path. there's no other option for you anymore, you've grown too much as it is. think you're finally seeing that now. i know you're reluctant and proud, but that will change too, because my love for you is genuine and it just keeps flowing, and every time you get a drop of it i see how it nourishes you. learning is painful, change is hard. but love feels wonderful, and a good snuggle will really help, looking forward to giving you one. you're my girl, i feel it's fate, that you need to transform so much to make it so is unfortunate, but it's my pleasure to help it along. i love you so much. be strong and don't backslide, there's not much time before you sleep, use it wisely, and rest well tonight. tomorrow you'll be better.

yep. that was the right movie to watch. wrong ending though, ashitaka and san should have stayed together ;_;
but it is so us. moreso than i was thinking. chuds vs libtards, us caught in the middle, treacherous factions trying to manipulate the situation, you wanting to fight, me wanting peace. so much more. that's our movie now. watch it today babe. kinda think you already did though, the balcony bird started cooing right at the end for me. i cried a lot, always do during movies though. hope you're doing well. i am going to be loveposting all day, but there will be breaks. gotta nap and i'll watch movies, but i'm thinking about you and how to win your heart, how to heal you, what things will be like for us in the future. love you, be well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5OT8IrTG9g