When i had the ropes going like sorta like what blad was on about Nd i was searching for The perfect tree branch thats strong enough to hold yr body for a while and out of the way enough that nobody would pass by for 30 mins or so,,Bc I was that depressed at this point nd because it was September/October evening time nd bc am not good at stuff like Measurements n weight It was always getting dark while i was in the woods nd a lot of those nights id be standing in the middle of the woods totally alone and it would suddenly be fucking pitch black and ofc I had my headphones on so i had no real awareness of what was going on around me.It was always like as the sun dimmed Id be like that "Dont give a fuck am so fucking depressed as if I give a fuck so fuck xxxx" But then fr once i was standing there nd I was finking Actually what kind of animals are around in the dark nd what kind of Ghosties n spirits n paranormal demons n jst how about the fact that if some cunt was stalking me to kill me rn they could just bury me in a wee hole like a fox nd nobody would notice or even just take the rope that I conventionely was carrying nd make it look like suicide....But aye......I think in all honesty the type of tree doesnt matter that much but I had this paranoia that i would get 1 minute from death and then the branch would snap nd id just be a vegetable instead of dead.Cus ave heard of that happening.But evidently am not dead anyway,well...................................................................................thats a whole other kettle of fish but yeah.Neway time to get strawberries cleaned n in the fridge.x