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You should acknowledge your emotions. I don't know or really think God cares about the human condition. I've had a hard time, too, and God doesn't seem to genuinely help me and when it seems like he does it's just a tease or something to manipulate me with to control me.

I have found that crying it out and just acknowledging your imperfection and acknowledging your despair is better than continuously trying to change someone's mind who just isn't going to budge. I guess I prefer embracing the idea of my humanity better. I think doing so has at least made me softer towards/more understanding of others.