>>81621150
thats the thing, anon
i'm broke now - a few fuckups back in April & May made me use up all my savings
i've been trying to contact those friends who owe me money if they can pay it back and lo and behold, they're busy

and then two weeks ago, my mom lost her job so now i'm losing my mind

>>81621163
I know now, thats why I'm tired
tired of being used, tired of helping others, tired of putting everyone else before myself