You ever wonder how it would feel to be a part of something? Having a friend group where everyone enjoys their time together, talking about anything and everything. Always having a blast with each other even if nobody is saying anything. Logging in and someone actually sending you a tell asking how you are or if you want to play together. I cry every night that I will never be able to experience something so wonderful that everyone here can but me. I don't know what is wrong with me, maybe growing up a friendless loser really did fuck with my brain and I'm unable to form a friendship I would like to consider meaningful to me. I'll just pop some more DXM and get more Egodeath and let it get bigger and bigger. Nothing I do ever matters to anyone.