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6/22/2025, 2:01:14 AM
>>81568694
Am not pro or anti drugs but i badly wish id never tried them,,When my wee sis was a teenager her pals stayed over one night some lassies n one or two moids n one of them left a bag like a black backpack nd it clearly belonged to a moid so I obviously opened it n had a wee look,I found codeines, in tablets n codeine linctus, nd promethazines nd I wasnt experienced with drugs enough to know what it was specifically but I knew it was some dodgy druggy shit nd I felt devastated that my sister was falling in with complete wasteoids who do drugs but now ave done all the same ones.I kinda miss being uptight nd having standards like that.I was like that til about 19 then it just all fell apart.I think not being in school anymore.When i was in school it was like that "am not doing drugs nd drinking like the neds in my school" just obviously a way to feel better about myself nd cope being a loser but then when it was just me in my house with no school n no job n all the rest of it i jst kinda goes fuck it then nd started having a few drinks sitting at my computer n then next thing i was doing everything under the sun.Its just hard to resist when youre anxious all the time.But in the long term its only ever made things worse.U dont know that at the start.I dont think drugs are just bad full stop.Its the context of how n when theyre used.Like theres some version of the world where drugs are fine.In a post-labour utopia where we kick about smoking opium.But in the world we acutally live in it just causes problems.Money,health,stress,relationships,shame.It fixed my anxiety desu.For a while.But drugs introduced problems into my life that never ever would have been stuff a person like me would get involved in or deal with if i wasnt a druggie.But i never owuld have been a druggie if i never got forced to go to school every day even tho i was that anxious i wanted to die.So in the end its all my dads fault same as everything else in life. Oh aye.x
Am not pro or anti drugs but i badly wish id never tried them,,When my wee sis was a teenager her pals stayed over one night some lassies n one or two moids n one of them left a bag like a black backpack nd it clearly belonged to a moid so I obviously opened it n had a wee look,I found codeines, in tablets n codeine linctus, nd promethazines nd I wasnt experienced with drugs enough to know what it was specifically but I knew it was some dodgy druggy shit nd I felt devastated that my sister was falling in with complete wasteoids who do drugs but now ave done all the same ones.I kinda miss being uptight nd having standards like that.I was like that til about 19 then it just all fell apart.I think not being in school anymore.When i was in school it was like that "am not doing drugs nd drinking like the neds in my school" just obviously a way to feel better about myself nd cope being a loser but then when it was just me in my house with no school n no job n all the rest of it i jst kinda goes fuck it then nd started having a few drinks sitting at my computer n then next thing i was doing everything under the sun.Its just hard to resist when youre anxious all the time.But in the long term its only ever made things worse.U dont know that at the start.I dont think drugs are just bad full stop.Its the context of how n when theyre used.Like theres some version of the world where drugs are fine.In a post-labour utopia where we kick about smoking opium.But in the world we acutally live in it just causes problems.Money,health,stress,relationships,shame.It fixed my anxiety desu.For a while.But drugs introduced problems into my life that never ever would have been stuff a person like me would get involved in or deal with if i wasnt a druggie.But i never owuld have been a druggie if i never got forced to go to school every day even tho i was that anxious i wanted to die.So in the end its all my dads fault same as everything else in life. Oh aye.x
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6/16/2025, 8:09:35 PM
Theres nuthing better than when i get home after long day nd get my vitamin drink prepared nd get my codeines oot nd just melt into the bed nd stretch my legs like a cat knowing am gna be comfy af very soon, Its so retarded nd grim though That ill be glad to see the end of it soon
>>81512724
Yes nvr played it though
>>81512724
Yes nvr played it though
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