ITs depressing bc i did love the piano when i was yhounger but Once i got the nerve problems it wasnt really an option anymore Ave got nerve pains all down my right side. So my hands r kinda weak nd i limp a bit on that side. Ppl have been kind about it before in the odd occasion I played it in someboduys company "thats pretty good" But Its not that flattering to me Because i know in my heart that Its far far below what I couldve done if my health had been good I basically took a break aff it for like 10 years in total probably of just lost time Because my body is a piee of shit. So it just depresses me a bit.But ave started to find it fun again in the past year or 2 just for my own sake.