>>40356663
>Yeah. My psych said something similar
Makes sense, tricky a thing. I also read the thailand thing which kinda amused me.
>It's pretty much always been me who drew away, in all of my friendships.
>I couldn't connect with them on a deeper level. It's not a rational thing. I don't know...
This is very interesting actually. Was your psych the one that mostly prescribes meds, I remember you wanting to look for a therapist independently of that but I forgot what came of it.
>I'd still rather just save myself the trouble.
It must be hard, feeling like you never truly connect with people. Many people feel this way, like aliens. But it can be for so many different reasons. Usually, when people here do, it relates to inhibitions, and focusing on their differences. Or, in other cases, the fact that nobody around them had experiences in any way like their own. These are all things I know how to grapple with, but what you describe is different in kind. More deeply connected to your attachment style, so I am not really competent to give actionable advice. Recently been linked to a youtube channel of someone specializing in attachment related things (https://www.youtube.com/@heidipriebe1 discussed above), but the videos are 40 minutes a pop and I haven't had the time to watch them.
>I don't really have deep interest, I only read like the first half of Ethics.
Very fair, but I suppose you catch my general sentiment! And, thank you for the elaboration, it absolutely sounds like something I would enjoy looking into!
>I enjoy talking to you as well, for what it's worth.
I'm happy to hear, Anon! It is, in the moments things work out, a pleasant thing to share the things we know, isn't it? I mean, my memory is spotty but all of this, I do remember as much, started from a discussion about motivation and rekindling love for doing things.
>>40357752
Thank you, Anon.