>>81845768
I bought a rope to kms and i was literally about to hang myself off of my doorhinge and then when it was around my neck i decided i wanted to live all of a sudden. Havent tried it since. I threw away the rope.

Also my mom, dad, and brother would be sad and whatnot.

>parents have both experienced a lot of trauma
>can't kill myself because i dont wanna make their lives worse