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>>11299122
Thanks for the advice and analysis, it's just... I don't really feel comfortable with the idea of getting with a man. Like, I can see porn of it, no problem, or talk about other people doing it, no problem, the moment I imagine myself doing it, I just can't handle it. I just want to start shouting, or running away, or something to end the discussion or leave the situation.

>>11299135
I mean, yeah, the relationship was great. We have similar hobbies, she's actually taken in interest in some of mine now, the same taste in music. Hell, the usual romantic complaints I see in sitcoms and stuff, not getting along with friends, doesn't apply; she got along well with all my friends, and they with her. Our biggest argument until now was the fact she drove like a psychopath. It's just, I'd made my stance clear on the matter, set a hard boundary, and she pushed across it.

I think I'm gonna go drink some of the vodka I got for my birthday and get off for the night; if it seems like a good idea, I might call her tomorrow, see where we stand.