>>18477932
>a style I like that is feminine and soft but still suitable for a male body.
This isn't a thing. You can't just wear a special shirt that will make you feminine and relieve your dysphoria without doing anything or risking anything, it's also not going to go away if you whip yourself enough times and say it's just a fetish, or have a pseud therapist tell you it's OCD and lobotomize you with SSRI's.
Nothing can fix you and no one can save you.
Enjoy~