ive been a neet pretty much since i dropped out at 15, im 22 now and i really need to escape neetdom for real this time...

life is like a waking nightmare and everyday i ask myself how i got unlucky enough to be the last in line of a billion year long chain.

my grandma couldve just not had kids, my dad couldve just not had kids, any of that unbroken chain could have just done something slightly different and i wouldnt be here, yet i still got unlucky enough to have to endure this eternal pointless torment.

why?