I guess you can consider it a blackpill, but I think I just gave up trying to find a gf. I'm not
>ugh i hate women cause they don't like me
but more of a
>ehh it doesn't affect me anymore
typa feeling. I just stopped caring. How bad this is going to affect me I have no clue but I accepted the fact the closest I've ever gotten to a girl is a no body hug from a mid decades ago.