How has everyones weekend been?

Just banged this ugly wasian chick and now I’m contemplating suicide

>>76343921
Would sex

>>76343912 (OP)
swimming, walking, jump rope, domestic stuff and lots of shit posting. life is good

>>76343921
she looks like a lesbian

>>76343912 (OP)
I have been bulking this summer and i finally hit 225lbs bench x 5 reps and i saw some really good gains on my upper back and shoulders but in the last 3 days i started missing the shreds and i'm losing my appetite to eat and grow more. Any tips?

On other news yesterday i was working a wedding for 14h filming and i woke up this morning and i went to the pool alone

I hit puberty super late

>>76343931
That’s just how they dress in New York

>>76343941
Perfect world <3

I work, I eat, I lift, I sleep. That's it.

>>76343958
I lie, I cheat, I steal. I’m Mexican

i went to a goth rave and danced for 6 hours until i was completely exhausted, it was fucking amazing. I went there, at first i was a bit shy. I couldn't move my body at all. At some point my mind just clicked saying "you've been on the sidelines enough" and i just started dancing, more and more, until i was not able to contain myself any longer. I also took photos with random people just because i liked how they looked. It was just marvelous.

>>76343912 (OP)
guys I'm trimming bodyhair, should I do legs too?

>>76343972
sounds like you had a great time anon. we’re proud of you for stepping out of your comfort zone

>>76343912 (OP)
My Uvula is elongated and It's really bothering me. I made a thread about it hoping to get some advice. I guess my weekend has been shit. I don't know how else to put it.

>>76343972
>>76343987
yep, good work anon. based as fuck

>>76343993
i get that sometimes if i snore hard as fuck. it gets swollen and touches the back of my throat. it is uncomfortable as fuck. usually goes away by the next day though.

>>76343912 (OP)
I spent every hour in my room

>>76343921
>name tag on and public restroom so clearly at work
>dresses with stomach exposed
This is modern society

>>76343912 (OP)
Fucking incredible. Made lots of money in the best way. Dreams really do come true anons

>>76343972
Yeah that's how dancing happens for me too. Getting started is always the hard part but once I get going my moves just get better and better

Got trashed Friday and Saturday. Good times. Saturday was definitely better went clubbing with a girl and got such a great photo with her I want to use it on my dating profile but not sure if that's a net negative or a positive

>beautiful holiday three day weekend for July 4
>Friday: sit in house doing nothing while everyone else has barbecues, outings, outdoor activities with their friends and family
>Saturday: sit in house all day doing nothing
>currently 4:45 am Sunday morning
>been lying in bed for half an hour unable to get back to sleep as I again think about how indescribably pathetic and worthless my life is and how desperately I want to be dead, and I know I’m not going to do anything today either
It’s impossible to even put into words the level of depression

Our July 4th plans were ruined by rain, but a lot of people near me lost their lives/houses in the flooding so I'm not complaining. Hosting some of our friends for a family BBQ later today.
>t. central texas anon

>>76344082
gotta think bigger than that, man. why aren’t you dating her instead?

>>76344096
Do something

>>76344110
You're only friends with hoes.

Don't get me wrong, I know some hoes too, but most guys I know have single digit body-counts.

It's why I have such sympathy for the plight of the average guy. It's tough out there and I see some of my old buddies really struggling.

>>76344118
I think this is a decent representation of the average person in America.
according to the CDC in 2022, more than half of high schoolers in America graduate as virgins and most studies have the average body count for Americans below the age of 45 being between 4-11.

>>76344118
>>76344121
>body count
Cringe

>>76344130
tinder is literally a superficial app. How are your long term dates going? Relationships?

Anyone can get laid. May be easier for you, congrats.

But can you actually KEEP a girl? That's the true test of a real man.

>>76344132
>keeping a girl
Cringe
body count is a sexist term and so is implying ownership of women they have their own agency

You guys ever wake up in the middle of the night get sad seeing how few hour you have left before you’ll need to get up, not because you want to sleep longer, but just because you dread having to face another day of misery because you have no life?

>>76344145
It's afternoon I'm talking shit to my alarm clock because I have to face this world of capitalistic onslaught. Pushing 80 miles per hour to this call center trying to pick up a check I only see twenty percent of util the weekend. It sounds crazy when I'm saying it but sleep is nice, it has me forgetting what day it is.
Until my son two days with out speakin, looking for

I just went out for the first time in like 5 years. With some people from work. I'm human sized now and don't drink anymore, going out to clubs and bars sober is a miserable experience. The music is deafeningly loud and drunk people are so fucking annoying you want to kill then. Im also far too autistic sober to pull anyone. What a terrible experience. I don't want to start drinking again but maybe I need to.

>>76344153
>I'm human sized now
were you a manlet before or something

>>76344156
I was fat

>>76343912 (OP)
>fell for the initiating contact meme
>stopped reaching out first to friends to see who would message first instead
>1 week of no contact so far
what the fuck is this how modern friendships/relationships function or do I have no real friends

>>76344176
honestly my man this is some high school level realization

>>76344106
She's a bigger whore than I am. She's consistently sleeping with people while I go through sprees of chasing women for the thrill of it

>>76344145
I used to get anxiety at my old job and do that until I got so good at it I could reliably show up to work and it was effortless.

>>76344206
well if she isn’t that hot i wouldn’t post her on your dating profile. you’re essentially signaling to other women what caliber of women you attract

>>76344186
so what is the solution

>>76344258
bros gon be bros. i wouldn’t take it personal. most guys only reach out first when it comes to women

added a mid (but qt) short girl on IG that I've done voluntary work with, but she didn't accept it.

>>76344273
Fuck. How soul crushing

>>76344176
I don't know, I have the same problem. I only see my "friends" maybe once every two months, other than that it's radio silence. Maybe I just lack charisma or something that makes people want to be with me.

>>76343912 (OP)
Saturday was pretty nice until night arrived. I spent the day swimming and having fun but then came home at afternoon and it became somewhat depressing because I wanted to go out like normal people do but stayed at home instead watching king of the hill because I have no gf or mates to hangout with.

>>76344281
thinking about banging this girl but she’s built like Mike Wazowski from Monsters, Inc. i wouldn’t make her my Boo but i’d have her screaming.

>>76343912 (OP)
The older I get the more I dread getting my first gf. At my age every girl would have had a partner or multiple and I wouldn't be anything special.
I'm also starting to get used to being alone (even if I want to kill myself half the day) and a woman would take away my time to do the things I like.

>>76344310
Would you date any of these women?

>>76344349
3rd and 5th look cute.

>>76344281
it's the third girl that does this :(
>>76344349
they aren't stunners but they look right wing enough, in these trying times that's a huge plus. Someone who will take a creampie, raise children and do a little cooking.

I finally got out of my slump and cleaned my place and went and got groceries. Now I'm just having breakfast until I have to get ready for church.
An online friend I made about 15 years ago lives about an hour from me now and I met her for the first time last month which is like 6 years after I moved to this current city. She just texted me to saying she'll be around my area and asked to get a coffee.

>girl I never really dated seriously has been begging to see me
We never really dated. We talked for way too long and fucked a few times. The sex was great. But she’s crazy probably BPD. She was in the psych ward at one point claimed it was because she got into a wreck trying to come to me knowing I was asleep with a job interview early in the morning and that same day she asked that we stop talking for a bit. I’m no genius but even I can see what that was, probably otw to fuck another dude or going home after. Whatever, not my bitch just some hoe I fucked a few times.
She’s been saying she’ll get a flight or drive to see me (half a day away) I had 4 days off I finally tell her fine. Push comes to shove she waits until plane tickets are too expensive. Then price drops to dirt cheap 3 hours before ($85 round trip). She lives 20 minutes from her airport. What does this bitch do? She spends 3 hours packing 2 days worth of get dicked clothes and taking a shower. I tell her midway I will buy the ticket but to hurry and she still takes her time, misses the flight. I never bought it because I knew.
Told her the next weekend will work and to buy her ticket and lmk. She doesn’t do that, spoke to her yesterday to let her know I checked and the price is only going up so to lmk what she wants to do so I can plan my weekend. This bitch starts arguing with me saying I should have paid $350 for a last minute ticket the day after (the 4th). I explained
>I havent seen you in 3 years and you have always been notoriously flakey I’m not spending my money on a non refundable ticket just for you to probably last minute cancel on me.
>argued nonsense says that makes no sense tried to gaslight
>tell her I’m not arguing with her, lmk what she wants to do and end call
Ended up fucking a milf after. Texted her saying no worries I made plans with some friends stay safe good luck. I have a sense of clarity after that nut, crazy bitch has been playing me the entire time I knew her

Went to Zion Park and the Grand Canyon last week. Snapped some good shirtless photos and redownloaded Hinge. Got 60 matches in two days and 5 numbers already.

Glad the cut if paying off

Been tweaking too much lately, cuz I been having casual sex and I'ma sperg who can't have hookups without being tweaked tf out....
Also been training hard for weeks and also tweaking and having a fuck psychosis where u fuck all night with no sleep accumulates alot of stress.

So i decided to do a deload week (actually just 5 days but same shit) and this weekend I was just chilling doing some light squats. Then smoked up and couple benzos and pregabalin.
Today more weed, and some light upper body work, and light cardio, before smoking up again in the evening

>>76344436
BPD girls and MILFs. you’re a legend m8

>>76344436
I know this is a wall of text, but I feel both pissed off and relieved. I talked to my bro and he pointed out
>dude every time you deal with or talk to this bitch you end up stressed out with a headache. You have argued with her more times than you have fucked or even seen her
The bitch is an s tier gaslighter. The bottom line is if a chick is into you she’ll do whatever it takes to come be with you and this hoe isn’t doing that. Always tries to claim it’s me who doesn’t want to see her despite the many attempts I’ve made to spend time with her. She comes from a shitty family full of losers mooching off the government, half of them have legal troubles. They’re all horrible with money like buy multiple storage units to store shit they don’t need despite no one working rather than maybe sell that shit not pay a monthly and use the money to upgrade necessities. Just trash. I’m glad I fucked that milf. I feel freed

>>76344439
you can only have 8 matches at a time mate

>>76344444

>>76343912 (OP)
Yesterday I had sex with my wife on our terrace, while doing her doggy I saw her sphincter started to loosen itself so I spit on it and started rubbing by thumb against it. After a short moment she told me to put it inside it, it went up effortlessly and after 20 seconds of thrusting she had a massive, squirting orgasm which made me nut like never before. I've pulled out and she involuntarily farted out my semen on the terrace floor and then we went inside to clean ourselves up watch squid game.
It was a fun Saturday.

>>76344455
why do niggas larp so much

>>76344465
Hell yeah brother my wife’s bootyhole is also naturally loose. Does this apply to all women over 30?

>>76344455
If you respond back than it takes them off your match list.

>>76343912 (OP)
Not good. I fell in love with a former workmate. Now I'm pondering if I should muster the courage to contact her on social media or if I should first try to get my life in order, at the risk of it being too late by then.

>>76344439
Post ab pic

>>76344455
You sound jealous. Anyway I’m going out with this girl today. Wish me luck

>>76344512
Yeah you got me.
Have fun mate.

>>76344485
She's 35 but she was 24 when put my dong into her turdcutter for the first time. We do it that way like 2 times a month, and in my opinion it's the same as 11 years ago. The only difference is that we know eachother perfectly and have no awkwardness between us. Member kids, butt fucking is not like in porn movies, most of the time it's clean but from time to time you do find a chia kernel or other undigested grain under your foreskin.

>>76344465
Anal without preparation? You're a braver man than I am. My wife and I have gotten to the point where she likes getting her asshole rubbed and played with during doggy, but she shot me down whenever I tried to take things to the next level. On one hand, I get it because my thumb is plenty for her butt as it is, but on the other I can't help but fantasize about just how divine it would feel to get milked by an asshole that tight at least once in my life.

>>76344516
Kek’d dudes gotta be trolling

>>76344568
if you’re pulling 5 numbers in a day best believe it’s a whole lot of mid

>>76343912 (OP)
Did push and legs on a friday night, woke up at 1 PM on Saturday, drank some yoghurt and ate kulen, afterwards I continued my research on a topic and payed Fallout New Vegas on my ps3 while laying on my bed, as for today I made chicken and rice and have watched some anime before I go train to draw and continue playing Honest Hearts

>>76344465
>>76344523
There are women IRL who unironically enjoy anal?

Gf says she doesn't plan to take my name after we get married, though she's open to hyphenating.

>fell for the academic gf trap

>>76344679
At least you're not one of those guys who take their wife's name after getting married.

>>76343912 (OP)
Great. I went to Coney island for the 4th and ate a bunch of hot dogs and got super sunburned. I then did a 10 mile ruck on Saturday morning to burn off the calories, lmao. Sunday is my rest day so I'm now sitting in front of my computer watching Youtube and wondering what I'm going to have for lunch and what video games I want to play. Also, I just weighed myself and I lost 2.5kg since I weighed myself two weeks ago so I'm fucking stoked. GLP-1 rocks.

>>76344688
I did have to explain that when the husband takes the wife's name, it's a very public rebuke of his family, and especially his father. I guess years of listening to her crab bucket friends never made her aware of that because she seemed very surprised by the idea.

>>76344679
what happens when two people with hyphenated names get married, do they do a quadruple hyphenation? Spare your children the angst of asking this question anon

>>76344701
I'm hardly on the best terms with my father but I'd never ever consider disowning the name. I feel like you owe at least this much to your patrilinear ancestors, of which your father is just one of many.

>>76344706
She didn't even realize she wanted kids until a few months ago, so there will be a few more negotiations going forward. I think everything for her is couched as "well, I like my family, too", as if I don't think her brothers and dad are cool. The obvious compromise is to use her parents names as the kids first names, which suits me perfectly fine.

>>76344725
The only case I know personally was a friend whose dad beat his mother unconscious and was doing like 15 years in prison. It's a pretty extreme case.

Recently hit 225 on bench bros, feelsgoodman

>>76344751
Same and a cute 18 year old cashier remembered me when I walked in and asked me ‘how I’m I doing’. The only problem is that I’m 32 and my 38 year old sister and my mom told me to look for a woman my age to settle down because younger girls are immature. What do? Also how the fuck do you ask out a cashier?

>>76344775
You have to be pretty blunt about it, since the window is so short. "Hey, I'd like to ask you out, want to go play minigolf?" or whatever.

>>76344775
hell yeah she totally wanted you make sure to ask her out next time you see her it’s only a bad sign if you stop see her coming into work because she resigned

>>76343912 (OP)
Horrible. I can't join the military because of diabetes and I can't find a job anywhere. It's unironically over for me.

At least the weights don't discriminate against me.

>>76344805
>hell yeah she totally wanted you make sure to ask her out
What if she was just friendly? I just went to the orange juice fridge and she just smiled at me asking me what's up, i mean she has 100 options from chads everyday, why wuold she go for me?

>>76344788
Checked, i think i lost my chance because that would be my only chance because it was chill in that coffee shop today because it was sunday, on weekdays when i go she is surrounded by roasties

>>76344775
listen to your mom and sister...

>>76344775
This is a joke right

>>76344775
>bitter post wall roasties told me to go for a bitter post wall roastie instead of a cute young sweet girl

>>76344775
>The only problem is that I’m 32 and my 38 year old sister and my mom told me to look for a woman my age to settle down because younger girls are immature.
Settling with an older woman is a shitty thing to do, a woman in her 30s without a mate means that she
1. Went through a million dicks and lost her ability to bond with other partners (she's an emotionally cold and distant whore)
2. Chased career too much and forgot about her personal life (she's probably retarded)
3. Lost her loved one due to an illness or an accident (you will always be number 2 in any relationships and she will always remind you of how great the dead chad was)
4. So mentally ill she couldn't find a man that would tolerate her long enough (you won't either)
5. Has a black kid from a previous relationship (lmao)

If you see a younger girl is into you, go for it. If it works, you will thank yourself. If it doesn't, there's plenty of fish in the sea.

>>76344535
Try eating her ass after giving a proper treatment to the pussy.
A other way i have softened her is by sticking the tip of my index finger while eating her out, just before she has an orgasm. After a few times you'll know how much she will allow herself to go on the finger. From that point the dick is just a formality.
>>76344676
My girl does enjoy it a lot. We're together for over 14 and I remember each and every crazy shivering, squirting anal orgasm she had. Once while she was pregnant we went countryside on a weekend and during a reverse cowgirl with her ass she moaned so loudly that the lady we rented the cottage from told us to gtfo because we were behaving inappropriately.
The most important thing folks is that having sex is not about my own pleasure, but to give your best so that the person you love has the best time of her life.

>>76344775
>Also how the fuck do you ask out a cashier?
Buy items with the first letter of each item spelling out "want to go on a date" and make assure to align the items in the correct order on the band. If you are feeling quirky you can subsitute the word "date" with a literal date

>>76344943
Chill, nigga. Don’t call my mom and sister bitter post wall roasties

>>76344902
imagine all the other guys she smiled and said that to the same day

Went to a party on Saturday because why not, got completely wasted (vomiting and laying on the floor shit), and then slept for like 13 hours. Now it's 6pm and I've officially wasted my weekend, and ruined my gains. Guess I gotta stop drinking... Might go to the gym later to cope tho

Went to the beach with my wife and kids yesterday
Been for a roast at the pub today with them
I'm a lucky man

>>76345011
know those feels. blacked out and don’t remember getting dressed and leaving the house. gained back consciousness at the bar where i met a fat girl that has a bf. groped her and kissed her neck. got complimented by the gay guys in the restroom who took a peek at my cock. don’t remember getting home

>>76345000
Oh you’re one of those soft doughy sòy boys aren’t you? Beta provider type. Yeah, you should listen to your mom and sister. You would make an excellent step dad for little Tyquarious and Devonte

>>76344679
>>fell for the academic gf trap
I tried dating a jeeta like that. Always kept asking me why I didn't go to college, why I don't care about a career, always just went on and on about her med program and how important it is. Fucking annoying.

I don't want to change the world. The point of my job is to make money and to fund the things I actually want to do.

>>76343912 (OP)
My dad is going through chemo and thankfully he's done in a few weeks. It sucks seeing my parents get old, they seem so feeble and tired all the time.

>>76345051
fuuuuck i want jeeta pussy so bad

>>76343912 (OP)
>faggot jeet starts to derail thread with shitty ai coombait
>call retarded jeet out for derailing thread
>banned until tuesday for le heckin racism
Getting real fucking tired of this website and its jannies.

She was sending selfies on the first day of the festival, not much the day after and now nothing. Guess she's enjoying herself and still got these pics send so it's a win anyways

>>76344985
>Try eating her ass after giving a proper treatment to the pussy
I tried that exact thing in the past a couple times but I've never gotten past a couple tentative licks. I tried to reassure her that it's okay and I would love to eat her ass properly, and she didn't sound like the sensation was unpleasant in any sense, but I haven't found a way yet to melt her self-consciousness about it for good.
>From that point the dick is just a formality.
I mean, you think so? A dick is far larger in every dimension than a finger is. I've thought about butt plugs as an intermediate step between my finger and my cock, but I'm not exactly decided on it yet.

>>76344982
>If you see a younger girl is into you, go for it. If it works, you will thank yourself
This is my problem, i just don't know how to get on to the next stage with the younger zoomer girls, like what do you have in common to talk about and where do you even take her? I got the instagram of a 19 year old mid with great body a few days ago but it's again the same problem as the 18 year old cashier. Do you have any tips? I agree with women in their 30's. I had one at the start of the year and it was hell on earth, i don't know how i fell for the meme.

>>76345003
that's what i'm saying, blackpillers will say she was just friendly and i will agree.

>>76345044
>Oh you’re one of those soft doughy sòy boys aren’t you?
Lmao NTA, i fucking hate my sister and my mom, 99% of men growing up with them would turn out gay or trannies. I'm in that 1% that made it

>>76345097
did you tell her to meet up?

>>76345106
I was at work

>>76345133
is she your gf of something

>>76344775
>cashier says hello to me like they do to everyone
>bro she wanted me so bad bro
Also how the fuck do you know the cashiers age? You just immediately asked her how old she is while you were in line?

>>76344072
What happen?

>>76344349
No all are pigs

>>76345161
>Also how the fuck do you know the cashiers age?
I've seen her around 3-4 times and we had a small talk and she asked me something about my benefits card (from the coffee shop) and I asked her my number

>>76345135
A zoomette coworker

>>76345254
don’t eat pussy where you shit

>>76344238
She's actually pretty good looking, I would probably think she was hotter if I didn't know both our body counts are competing for 100 and sluts always have the bad habit of going into too much detail about guys they're fucking.

>>76345266
Worse things than work

>>76343912 (OP)
Saving up for a new car and laptop. My wagie job gets on my nerves, but I'm using it to practice patience and speaking with more volume. It sucks spending so much time at work when you don't care about the company or what you do, and most people don't seem to take the job that seriously anyway.
My weight has been pretty okay, 5'9 at ~167lbs. When I fight again, I need to weigh in at 155lbs so this is a good walking weight for me. just keep craving peanut butter or all things kek.

>32
>no gf
>no social life
>Just wagie 24/7
I've accepted i'm going to be alone forever

>had a few years between 18-25 where I used to live a degenerate lifestyle with lots of partying, raves, festivals
>did drugs regularly
>never went completely overboard
>always worked out a lot and never did drugs on my own
>eventually realize how retarded my life choices are
>get back on track, get 2 degrees, even more /fit/, get some new hobbies
>never fully cut out the degeneracy
>go to raves like 2-3 times a year, mostly due to some leftover allegiance to my old friends who constantly invite me to stuff
>don't even enjoy it anymore
>start dating new girl
>amazingly hot, really fun, really smart
>part of my extended friend group so shes knows about my vices
>tell her honestly I still do drugs occasionally, but that I'm probably gonna stop alltogether since a lot is changing in my life
>she doesn't like it, but can accept if it happens rarely
>happened yesterday, tell her because I want to be honest with her
>she canceled our date
>very obviously pissed
>probably over between us

That's the final push I needed I guess. Last rave/festival, last time taking drugs. I don't even enjoy this shit anymore I'd much rather just go hiking or something.

>>76345323
Me but 33. What do you mean by you’ve accepted it? For me, “accepting” it means 24/7 suicidal thoughts

>>76345356
Nta but after banging 100 women you just get tired of it. you’re not missing out on much. I’d rather go hiking with my wiener dog Chichi

>>76344295
There's also a possibility that you are seen too much as a lone wolf and not willing to kowtow to the will of the larger group. I always hated that none of my friends would game unless all the friends were around.
>>76344298
This is what dogs are for and they get you bitches that want to fuck your best friend
>>76344310
Don't you worry anon, you can be special too. Ive done it with huge sluts but you will need some confidence. Women can smell insecurity.
>>76344349
Id convert to mormonism and have them engage in scissor contests for impregnation

>>76345323
You didn't accept it, you numbed the pain for some time, later on the regret and loneliness will hit you like a truck and you will curse yourself for not doing anything when you could
>>76345368
Literally a fat nigga explaining to a starving african child that food is bad

>>76344431
Remember to shave cock and balls. Gives you extra confidence when you see the true size of cock
>>76344436
Milfs are made for plapping. Crazy bitches are made for heart attacks
>>76344676
It's an extra hole squeezing down
>>76344679
Tell her if she doesn't take your name she can't take your stuff in divorce and speedrun the tragedy of her cheating. >>76344733
Make sure you get their matrilineal family tree and check for jewesses to make sure she's not trying to steal your children for a blood cult
>>76345041
Oooo anon got lucky that by a gang of cumgoblins in the restroom
>>76345096
Well they are all Indian or Eglinees so what do you expect?

>>76343912 (OP)
Lame, just went to the gym and read a book. First time being single in a couple years and had no one to hang out with

Wife is officially pregnant. Going to make it lads.

I started partying Friday afternoon and went to bed at 11am Saturday and slept 14 hours last night and still feel tired as fuck and skipped the gym again

I have not stepped foot out of the house since I got home Thursday evening. It’s been a beautiful holiday weekend with perfect weather that everyone spends with their loved ones doing fun outdoor activities, and I’ve spent the entire time sitting in a bedroom in a chair doing nothing. Perhaps I will get on my bicycle and go ride around for a few hours here in the middle of the day, of course with no destination or purpose, just because otherwise it’s another day sitting inside. Go ride around, see all the people out enjoying a beautiful Sunday with their friends and families, wives and kids, while I’m the autistic loser bicycling around alone.

Sunburn :'(

>>76345472
Congrats. Wish I had a wife of my own to get pregnant and care for.

i injured my lower back during a deadlift on friday and its still not getting better

>>76345598
RIP

>>76345280
what’s your number at now? she never made a move on you?

Lumbar fusion anon here.

My recovery is exceptionally fast. I was in horrible pain, could only move with great difficulty and was felt ungodly fatigue. Now it's been 9 days and I'm walking from front to back yard, on uneven ground and changing elevations, with little difficulty. Most of the pain I have now is only nerve pain from them reconnecting and relearning how to fire and the fatigue has lessened. The fact that I was cut up and had parts of my spine replaced and I'm doing relatively well a week later is mind boggling. They weren't kidding when they said youth is on your side.

>>76344258
Open up more, you'll only find real friends who care about you when you let your guard down. Or you can be red pilled and keep your superficial relationships, but you will die without anyone ever truly knowing you.

>>76345693
-PETOE

Shit weekend, spent most of it sleeping and didn't go to the gym. I feel like shit because I fumbled a baddie.

>>76346081
>>76345479
>>76345011
same posters or just multiple anons having the same terrible weekend?

Working on learning Kubernetes, almost done with the project.
Talked to a person high in tech industry, he validated my work, said I'm going deeper than is expected for entry level devops.
Losing weight well, need to up my protein though.

>>76345598
Same
Had to tell my daughter I couldn't pick her up today, felt bad

>>76346144
sounds fucking gay, like all tech people

>>76346205
Must be hell in your head, brownoid

>>76346144
Fuck the brainlet anon, good job bro. Not everything in life is about lifting and hoes.

>starting AI engineer job in a few weeks
>have bsc in CS and msc in ML
>very strong understanding and experience in all kinds of ML
>but 0 SWE knowledge
>interviewers asked me some absolutely trivial SWE questions I couldn't answer, very surprised they even offered me the job
>already shitting my pants I'm gonna embarass myself and get fired immediately

>>76346223
>AI engineer
Wow, that's awesome anon, what awesome AI stuff will you be engineering? Preferably things that will take more jobs away from humans?

>>76346229
Diagnostic tools for different types of cancer. But I guess I'm taking jobs away from the chemo clinic or something, right?

I'm just remembering the time I found out my parents lied to me about my birthdate for no reason.

>birthday was in june, one week after my dads which was one week after my older brothers
>moms birthday is in july
>turns out my REAL birthday is in february
>when I confronted my parents about this my mom said "Well all of our birthdays are in the summer...I didn't want you to feel left out!"
>thought this was the dumbest thing I've ever heard
>look at my dad, he just shrugged and said "it made sense anon. You're only a few months older."

It was such a stupid lie too. Literally the first time I had an interaction with the government I found out. And they act like it's not weird. RIP dad, ya goober.

>>76346242
>one week after my dads
maybe you were conceived on his birthday and they didn't want you to know, numbers could match

>>76343912 (OP)
Seven months of consistent training instead of off and on whenever I feel like it bullshit has me at the strongest I've been and I know that's only a fraction of what I'm capable of.

when i get lazy and have to text back my gf i use AI generated responses

>>76346144
>kubernates
crossfit of tech

>girl I'm talking to asked me to pay for her uber
>I said "Are you coming over here?"
>she said "No?"
>So I said no
>this upset her, for some reason

Been going pretty good
>marathon training block has started, also keeping up with my lifts so I don't go skelly mode.
>started an actual diet plan to get better times and also not go either skelly mode or become fat
>kinda have nothing going on in my love/sex life but ok with that since I'm home for the summer and most of my friends have got nothing going on either
>been chatting with a girl who I had like a year long situationship sometimes on and off with, not sure if I should keep going or not
>working on web dev stuff, my internship is going great, and am about to finish 1 of my 2 online courses for uni
>going to head to sauna and cold plunge for a bit for recovery
>excited to move in with new roommates next year, one of them is in a frat so ig i'll be going to a lot of functions and meeting a lot of girls next year.
All things considered summer is going pretty well :)

cringe normie blogs
captcha t0420

>>76346437
Fucking brutal. She sees you as beta bux

>>76343912 (OP)
Some chick didn't like that I was christian and immediately reported and got me banned off of hinge. I've appealed but if this is permanent, the main way I get to meet chicks around my damn work schedule just poofed into nothing. I was so thrown off-kilter by that last week I fucked up at work the next day and now I have to meet HR this week about work performance and attentivness (humiliation ritual).

Aside that, my cuts going well and I'm only 7lbs from my goal at 12%bf, we're all gonna make it brothers.

>>76346452
Does she look fat to you?

>>76346100
I'm one of them, not sure about the others o.O

>>76346242
I think that's pretty sweet, wish my parents cared about me like that.

>>76346509
Hard to tell, jawline has definition, but the shirt makes it hard to see the actual body, I'd lean "towards not fat".

>>76346509
no why

Resubbed to OSRS because I feel out of control

Worked all weekend. Thanks to independence day my shift got moved from Friday to Saturday. And the first week of the month is always extra work, as my monthly budget is pretty tight so by the last few days of june I barely had stuff t eat at home. Plus, my new table just arrived. I had to assemble it along with the chair so I basically just worked all day the last three days.
I should fuck my gf now but I'm so tired I just wanna lay down and not do shit for the rest of the day. I have a long week ahead of me.

Getting on minoxidil for my hairline. It's probably too late, I'm at Norwood 1.5-2 and I already had a massive forehead to begin with. I have pretty bad seb derm too and I'm worried it'll make it flare up, and if that happens my only options are embracing the Norwood, shaving it off, or a hair transplant. Fuck this gay earth,.

>>76346663
you should look up using a derma-roller with the minox. It improves the efficacy of it.

>>76346681
I keep seeing conflicting info about dermarolling/dermaplaning online. One thing I know for certain is that abrasions cause my seb derm to flair, and I'm worried that any sort of needling will aggravate it as well.

>>76344145
you probably have some mild anxiety/depression, used to feel the same when i was at a job i hated.

>>76343912 (OP)
>77 Job Applications
>Turned into 1 MLM scheme interview
Yeeep, looks like I should just get my CPA

>>76346475
christfag you deserved it
go pray to jesus for a miracle since you believe in them

>>76346709
well if you check out the hair-loss subreddit then it seems like the guys with best regrowth were using dermarollers. They were also on fin but I'm guessing you don't want to use that.

>>76343912 (OP)
went off caffine for two days to recover from my caffine binge of the last two weeks for assessment writing.

felt like shit, only caffine i have in the house is mountain dew, and am slurping one down now

>>76345214
A couple of years ago i got back into a career path I'd been gone from for 15 years. Went from knowing no one in the industry anymore, no connections, might as well have been a total newbie to being respected, working regularly, and making lots of money. Just a big personal victory. Feels good

>>76343912 (OP)
It was supposed to be a chill weekend to relax and do some work around the house but on Friday the company I work for started talking about AI and shit and I'm already seeing the writing on the wall... now I'm fucking stressed and in fight or flight mode thinking about what the fuck am I going to do if I get replaced.
I got too complacent with my easy as fuck job, it's all my fault really.

>fatigued for weeks
>develop gout and kidney stones
>ct scan indicates intestinal inflammation, likely from crohns
>getting colonoscopy this week to check it out
>develop fistula around asshole that is getting surgery next week
>0 lifting until probably september
I don't mind working toward improvement. I don't mind making progress. But it just feels like I'm fucking waiting for anything to change so I can feel somewhat normal again

>>76346908
If I were you I'd honestly try a month of carnivore just to see if anything changes. My army bud had to do that after a diet of MREs ruined his gut and he said he got back to 90% of where he was before he got fucked up.

>>76346475
You can probably create a new phone profile (makes it appear as a new device) and then use a new voice number and hope and pray our Jewish overlords don't have your face scanned

>>76345842
When I arrived she wanted to be the first person to suck me off when I got back and then we had a good fuck. The morning after clubbing with her tried to fuck too but penis didn't want to work.

>>76343912 (OP)
Alone, but peaceful

>>76346771
>77
lol. lmao. You aren't even trying.
>CPA
So you can get an even better reason to hold a gun to your head when you've sent 700 and got 10 MLMs up your ass?

>>76346933
Thanks m8, yeah I was reading about that, I'm due for a phone upgrade anyways.
Them making a biometrics profile based off of any photos I've uploaded does scare me. Interestingly enough they unbanned my tinder acc (same company) last week, I assume the hinge one takes longer.

>>76346957
I think most bans wear off after like 6 months. Tinder etc has to keep your data on hand for a certain amount of time for law enforcement cooperation but once that requirement is up it gets deleted to save space and to reduce them needing to give a ton of shit to LE. At least yours sound normal. My shits all fucked up. I really need to delete my Google accounts because I can't pay for tinder gold (since it's only $4 a month here in 3rd world shithole) and I am shadowbanned on Badoo (was able to make account, but received no likes) and bumble doesn't work at all

>>76344679
Tbh I'm not taking my husband's last name but he's asian so that isn't expected in his culture. Our kids will still have his last name. I would be more concerned with wtf your kids will be named. I find hyphenated names kinda ugly.

>>76347014
I don't know what's worse, you marrying an asian or gays being able to "marry", congrats on the worst post in the thread though

>>76347045
Not gay. Cope and perhaps even seethe.

>>76347068
So you have thrown away a 20,000 year old bloodline because you're insecure and can't bag a better man. Good to know, I hope you feel the pain of your ancestor's as you gaze into the black eyes of the asian parasites you will spawn.

>>76343912 (OP)
>taking summer class
>spent 4th of July doing homework while watching Jaws marathon
>watched netflix all day on saturday
>did more homework today
It was alright.

>>76343912 (OP)
Practicing acoustic guitar. Only been at it for 2 weeks now and, even though I have negative musical talent, I am having fun. I want to learn how to play "Those Who Deny The Dawn" from Octopath Traveler 2

I went for a walk today and got a bit soaked in the rain, though it was oddly refreshing. I also meal prep for the week after the bonanza of steak, hot dogs, and fries on July 4th.

Gotta keep grinding at my studies and apply for a new job during the holidays.

>>76343912 (OP)
did my first round of zepbound, all that shit about food "noise" was accurate. i'm hopeful this will help me cut down to 200lbs and stay there

Finally got laid by seeing an escort yesterday, after 28 years of being a khv. Looks like I have to lay off the porn and deathgrip. Realized that having sex is no different from knowing how to drive a car. Started MMA and warhammer painting earlier this year, but slow progress is being made after an injury because I'm a retard. Had to bury my grandpa after doing some part-time caretaking for him after 8 years of that stuff, while also getting a degree and starting a job throughout that time period. I'm a little bit emotionally drained these days, especially after the funeral. Don't know why. Otherwise job is boring, no gf or have much close friends. Working with some physiotherapist to rebuild the body. I think my biggest problem now is that I don't feel or think I have much of a personality or have much of a 'life' beyond just working, fighting, lifting, painting minis. I already pay the bills at my current place since I need to help up the old folks. How did you anons find out what you wanted to be or do in life?

It looks like I'll be staying in Japan (not in Tokyo though) for two weeks in the near future for work. How can I make the most of my stay there as like a 6/10 white guy who doesn't speak Japanese?

>>76347317
what was it like with the escort, as a khv in his 30s

Feeling great after a low intensity 1k run

I guess you can consider it a blackpill, but I think I just gave up trying to find a gf. I'm not
>ugh i hate women cause they don't like me
but more of a
>ehh it doesn't affect me anymore
typa feeling. I just stopped caring. How bad this is going to affect me I have no clue but I accepted the fact the closest I've ever gotten to a girl is a no body hug from a mid decades ago.

>>76343912 (OP)
saw my friend for the first time in years cause i was in prison
he was acting like a total dick and trying to bully me
i bucked back and stood my ground and told him not to disrespect me
but it released my adrenaline an stressed me out, cause in prison those situations means you gotta fight
but it also made me sad cause i went through all this trauma in prison just for a "friend" to try and bully me and treat me like shit

>>76343912 (OP)
Weekend?

Just found some space station LARPers and one is a furry

>>76347453
Do prisons make sure to separate the guys who are there for white collar shit and those who are there for violent felonies?

>>76347463
depends how bad they wanna fuck you over and if you have a criminal history
i sent angry text messages about jews and they put me in with murderers, gang members, etc
but there were small time drug dealers and fraudsters that got sent to a camp

>>76347375
little bit nervous but got into it. can't say its life changing, because if there's no emotional connection or shared history i don't care much and i guess that's the sad part of it. otherwise it made penis feel kinda good. don't think too much into it i guess. get it out of the way and move on with your life. i could either focus more on quantity or quality but i might just save some money to get a toy and fap less.

>>76347453
remember to add your mugshot to tour dating app profile for some easy roastie lays

>>76343912 (OP)
did back, legs and chest over the weekend along with a few runs

ate and drank alot as usual for the weekend
didnt hang out with anyone cuz it was the 4th funny enough, all friends busy with family

drinking extra from the boredom knowing i got 60 hour work week tmrrw

I have hemorrhoids and they ruined my life. You might have seen some of my threads in the catalog. I'm contemplating suicide

>>76347510
hehe poopy butt pain

It’s not bad actually i let my friend taught me how to drive car at my first time even tho im already 24s .i totally can feel how much awesome emotions when i drive the car on the road.before this i was really disliking to drive a car .
And teach my friend how to lifting .now i think be a gym coach isn’t an easy looking job .it needs you patience and right words to make sure your learner doesn’t have feeling about stay in gym is a hard thing

>>76347510
have you seen a doctor yet?

>>76344775
No one gave a shit about his bench lmao, lean is law nobody cares about strength

I’m still pissed off about the girl in >>76344436 >>76344454. She’s lead me on for years and played games with me. I’ve never felt so damn confused. She’s always telling me and gaslighting me that it’s ABC but when push comes to shove it’s always XYZ. Days later I’m wondering “oh did I over react” “damn maybe I misunderstood maybe she’s been loyal to me and hasn’t messed with a single other dude”
The fact is I had feelings for her and I still care about her.
But this has been a running thing where it just seems so much like I’m being played with, like the feelings aren’t reciprocated. I mean for fucks sake, if she was into me I
A.) shouldn’t be confused about if she is
And
B.) she would do anything to spend time with me
I’m just pissed that I’m confused, pissed I’m worried I’m making a mistake in cutting her off, pissed at her for being like this

>>76347510
Take a high daily dose of vitamin E to counteract the vitamin K you are probably taking that is affecting your bloods thickness. Now my hemorrhoids only affect me if I have poor quality shits from heavy drinking etc

After three years of no contact, I woke up to a message from my ex

>Hi, Anon! Sorry to bother you this early. I had this weird dream about you and I just don't get why I did. Hope you're doing fine. Feels like I can't be at ease without knowing the reason, it's the first time that's happened to me. No need to respond if you're not interested. Thanks! (sparkles emoji)

What did she mean by this? I got a cute new gf of two years now, and life is great, she's really sweet and actually makes me feel loved, unlike my childhood friend ex who acts like an archetypical tsundere who communicates like shit especially with that above vague wording she uses all the damn time.

I thought my ex moved on and forgot about me already. I do not want to go back to her. She's hot, but makes me feel like she hates me half the time so I have no idea how I put up with growing up with her since we were kids. My new gf is the first time I actually feel valued by someone loving and caring.

How should I feel about this? I know her like the back of my hand after being with her for so long, and now that I know what love actually feels like, I can see objectively now that she is not the right one. I am glad she's gone. I can never put up with someone like her ever again.

But still, a tiny part of me misses her and wonders how she is doing. I hope she is doing well.

>>76347781
It means her life is a shithole and she wants your attention and time and money again.

Be polite say you're having a great time with your current life, and wish her well and don't have any further contact, this will drive a dagger through her heart.

If you have any lingering feelings talk it through with a therapist so they can possibly see what's going on behind the scenes. Don't self sabotage. Women are nothing but tricks and hoes.

If your current partner is reliable and trustworthy then tell her what happened so she knows that someone is trying to homewreck you. Or she may use it against you, be wary.

Beat women to death.

Been drinking for months and I can't stop. Was a few days sober and learned today that Dad has been getting breathless going up stairs and has heart arrhythmia, blood test results tomorrow. I lost my mum a few years and if I lost my dad I would be shattered. At least the booze is only 600cal and I've eaten well beneath my maximum today, I just want to stop drinking.

>>76344153
Drink socially anon, just don't do it by yourself, it's worth it

I have strong suspicions that I might be chronically single my entire life. I have all the ingredients to lead a high successful relationship but I always fail to secure a long term relationship. I will be contemplating this over a very hot coffee and smoking

>>76347811
Is there a way for us part ways for good with us both coming out happy?

>>76348554
yeah tell her she’s hotter than your current gf but not even that’s enough to sway you from going back to a loveless demon

>>76347781
Hey, can you post her pic so I can have new fap material? Thanks!

>>76345521
this is very relatable. but why don't you go on a longer multi-day bike ride? have a little adventure. do you live in a shitty place where it won't be fun?

>>76344139
Men are allowed to have whatever standards and deal breakers they want. Promiscuous women are not desirable as a long term partner and never will be. Simple as

>>76348603
to play deviled eggsvocate, is that why promiscuous men cry about how they can’t get a loving women

>>76347781
You sound like a pussy and she talks like a non-hot retard

>>76348609
Women can reject and criticise men for being promiscuous if they want, doesn't seem like it really bothers them in the same way. The different genders find different things attractive and unattractive.

>>76348609
Many such men crave love when it’s time to settle down but struggle to shift gears from fleeting encounters to building something enduring, as their habits reinforce emotional detachment. The irony lies in the mismatch: they seek a meaningful connection while engaging in behaviors that undermine it. Trust, vulnerability, and commitment require practice and intentionality, which a promiscuous lifestyle often sidesteps.

>>76344869
Did you ask for a waiver or contact a congressman?

>>76348636
You ever notice how every girl in an anon’s story is hot? What’s the psychology behind that

>>76348729
On 4chan, anonymous users often call girls in their stories "hot" to exaggerate for attention, align with platform tropes, boost their story’s appeal, or project fantasies. It’s less about truth and more about cultural norms, bravado, and the incentive to engage an audience.

>>76347478
>but there were small time drug dealers and fraudsters that got sent to a camp
Let's hope their concentration improves

>>76347781
>reading an "Ex-message"
Fag

>>76348580
Just looked her up. She has won a few local beauty pageants. Lmao I told her she's attractive enough to do it, and she actually listened. Good for her.

I hope my gf won't feel bad after finding out what she looks like. Best case scenario she'll want to go to the gym with me.

>>76349175
What kind of gay larp is this? You tell women to model, not do local beauty pageants

>>76348806
My ex and I have a Snapchat and Tiktok streak.

>>76349245
i blocked my ex and never looked at her social media once and swiped left on her younger sister on Tinder that Liked me

>>76349245
>Snapchat and TikTok streak
God I hate zoomers

>shit job
>injuries at the gym
>no close relationship in the last 20 years
being alive and pushing through life seems less and less worth it

How to protect myself against twinks

My weekend was ruined because I just found out we got a new pajeet ceo and he is making us all come back into the office. I sold my car because I could work from home this past 3 years.

>shoulder starts hurting 3 weeks ago from old injury
>give it a rest, stop upper body work
>hasn't gotten better, still achy as shit
>tweak something in my left hand 2 weeks ago
>just to be safe switch to only cardio for now
>has only gotten worse; can't grip with force anymore
>last night start getting throbbing pain in my left forearm
>woke up this morning, left trap is sore as shit too
>entire left arm from my neck to my palm is in discomfort
The fuck is going on?
Is this like a blood clot or something?
Am I having an extremely extended-release stroke?

>flaccid: 1x1 inch
>erect: 6x5.5 inches
>everyone at the gym thinks I'm a micro and doesnt respect me
>even the receptionist ladies are starting to give me attitude meaning the rumor has spread
what do i do lads?

>>76348729
For me it’s pretty honest. 6/10 (8/10 body + 2/10 face), 5/10 (7/10 body 3/10 face), 8.5/10 (8/10 body and face with a cool personality), 9/10 that I now realize is a 6/10 (9/10 body and face with a horrible personality).
But my logic is why would someone fuck an ugly chick? I’ve tried. I couldn’t do it. I won’t even practice date a bitch if she’s ugly even if I’m on a long dry spell trying to get back into it. I have zero interest in not gonna pretend I do. I already find most women insufferable and useless beyond sex so one who’s unattractive is just totally useless. To reiterate I have tried to fuck a fat and ugly chick and I couldn’t do it. Idk how guys are taking those girls on dates, spending time talking to them courting them, spending money on them. Just to get some gross sex that’s essentially just elaborate masturbation.

>>76350336
i learnt that when guys talk about hot they’re mostly referring to body, and i forget not many are face people

I thought i was unlikeable. I thought i was a creep. I thought i'm like a ghost and no one would ever notice my existence, if i live or die. Turns out i was wrong, and i was proven wrong by a goth girl, and i fucking FUMBLED. Holy fuck the hurricane of emotions i experience thinking about it is so wild i cried then laughed then cried again

>had a dream where I was role playing with my kids
>I wore a charizard costume
>son was a knight
>daughter was a princess
>wake up
>I don't have a wife or kids
>feel like a genetic dead end at 29 (KV) and 99% sure that I'm autistic

Are there any black anons who could give me some insight here?
Why exactly do so many black men not want to date black women? I’ve dated a few and they seem to have a lot of similarities which can be summed up as
>seem to think arguing is a sport or hobby like it’s fun to just ruin a totally chill vibe or when things are finally happy and good
If you don’t feed into it and argue they just assume a horrible mood and try to argue more and more or silent treatment you. Like they’re pretending to be in a bad mood until they actually get themselves pissed off about nothing. Like if you don’t argue you don’t care so they gotta act mad to see if you’ll coddle them and then they get actually mad when you don’t. But also if you do argue or you do coddle they find it repulsive lol
>zero accountability
And worse than normal women I grew up with sisters and a stepmom black women seem to be way worse with this shit.
>not submissive
It’s not a sex issue. I was fucking the last one to sleep. I had her creaming all over my dick multiple orgasms before I ever came once. I just feel like hearing some insight would help me gain clarity because I’m feeling a bit confused and pissed off that anyone could act this way

>>76350495
money is their entire personality. expects to be tricked on while providing nothing of value in return except pussy. argumentative. most hypersexual race of women so can’t even buy their loyalty. most strict about height

>>76350268
yes, better ask this to frogposters on /fit/ instead of asking a doctor

>>76349943
>new pajeet CEO
unless you are pajeet as well, you are in trouble

>>76350283
>showering at the gym

>>76350391
love yourself no matter what, control your emotions

>>76350423
truth about the condition is, if you think you're autistic, you probably are (i am too friend)

my weekend
>watched Trainspotting 1 and 2 with best friend over some drinks and a little bit of ketamine, incredible movies
>ate well, gym, staying disciplined and structured

>>76343912 (OP)
>head feels like it's too small for my brain and my insides
>but there's no pain
>want to eat anything and everything
>but i have no appetite and the thought of eating disgusts me
>restless and can't sit still
>but too tired and in pain to move
>want to get naked and run aimlessly through the woods swinging my arms
>would run out of breath and get lost
>want to kick the wall as hard as i can repeatedly and scream at the top of my lungs
>don't want to hurt myself
>want to stimulate my brain
>can't focus on anything for more than 5 seconds
>walking back and forth makes me increasingly angry and frustrated
>sit down and type this while wanting to rip my own skin off
gotta be honest not that great man

>>76343912 (OP)
TO HELL WITH IT MAN, EVERY JOB LISTING IS A FUCKING SCAM. HELL THEY DON'T EVEN WANT TO HIRE ME TO GET SCAMMED. MAYBE I WAS MEANT TO BE A NEET AFTERALL. SO GLAD I GOT A DEGREE IN BUSINESS

>>76349943
I hope you die

>>76351427
join the ranks buddy. get some bussy with that busi paper :^)

A girl started texting me almost everyday for last few weeks. Somehow we are dating now.

>>76343912 (OP)
Got the axe today from work bros.
I'm not too sad, but I'll miss the income and the job market is still sideways.

Gonna keep applying, wish me luck.

>>76351597
how’d you meet, and have you given her your meat

My stepdad's going downhill fast. He got diagnosed with super-aggressive liver cancer right around Christmas, and they gave him 5 months back then or maybe 5 years with chemo, but the chemo did more harm than good and they stopped pretty quick. He's still alive, but he's not really there anymore. My mom has him in a hospital bed loaded up with opioids in their room, and he just sorta stays in near-perpetual nonsensical delirium except for a few moments of lucidity when he realizes he's at the end of his life and is completely consumed by fear and pain.
I offered to stay with my mom and help out, but she doesn't know whether or not she wants that, and I don't blame her. He is (was) a very proud but also self-conscious guy and he would be mortified by the idea of people seeing him like this. Hell, the first thing he did after he got the prognosis was sign a DNR. I honestly don't know how she's processing it or even if she is actually able to. 7 months ago he was completely asymptomatic and got a chest xray that just by wild chance happened to also show a corner of his liver, now he's literally on his deathbed with full blown dementia. Like what the fuck do you even do for that. She says more than anything she feels angry, and I can totally see why. I don't think any of it's fully registering for me either.

>>76351721
damn, if he immediately singed a dnr and clerly hates being alive, he should ahve gone for assisted euthanasia immediately

>>76351711
>how’d you meet,
we went to school together, but just started talking

> and have you given her your meat
yes

I have been pooping twice on a daily basis ever since I started eating more. And these aren't small turds that could be fused into one if I waited. They often even have different colors and textures.

>>76344775
>Are you on sale

>be me, male
>fired a couple weeks ago
>interviewing, applying, trying new things
>cool fireworks, chill 4th
>gym's been closed for a week for maintenance
>walking, biking, and shitty garage lifting in the meantime
>more time at my church
>went to the dollar store today just to see what makes sense to buy from there
>saw a big burly green-eyed stud, couldn't think of anything to say (how the fuck do you pick up a guy at the dollar store..?)
>feel like i missed my shot, no matter how small
Needless to say, it's been a roller coaster

>be me, 30yo security wagie
>antisocial misanthrope
>chilling at post when I start talking to coworker
>opens up about family in the hospital recently, which is why they're quieter than usual
>Still manages to smile and make jokes with everyone
>Meanwhile, people get annoyed with me for checking bags and phones, and I'm starting to close off from people in general
>got to the point I barely look anyone in the eye and speak low
How do I stop hating myself and life

I've been hitting it off with a girl from work, and if I ask her out she says yes, but every time things have fallen through at the last minute. She acts flirty, making physical contact and always sounds happy around me, but she's a flake when it comes to actually doing something

>>76352228
Sounds like me bro. It’s over for losers like us. At 30+, we can’t be fixed. You’re like me when I got 30, that age milestone where you realize you’ve failed at your entire life and just give up

I'm >>76352228 and let me tell you that your job easily becomes the biggest part of your identity. It sounds like the negative parts of your job are leaking into your personal sense of self. You are not your job. You must keep work at work. Easier said than done, but the alternative leads to the symptoms you described. If that dude opened up, why not open up back and share what you just shared here? Certainly he understands

>>76352240
If the attraction is shared, excuses fall away. If not, you wind up dealing with that flaky bullshit. Depending on the potential you feel I'd just ask "are we doing this or no?"

>>76352242
Just kys already
>>76352246
>why not open up back
Because I risk exposing myself to people that don't care and who can use that information against me. I'm already kind of low in social status

>>76345472
Congrats!

>>76352256
Could just pose it as questions like "you ever feel like XYZ" or "is it weird that blah blah blah". At least to start the conversation. I don't agree with your social status theory, at least to the extent that you're barred from asking questions highly relevant to everyone's shared professional experience and thoughts

>>76345472
>Going to make lads
FTFY

>>76347781
Don't answer, block her, move on.

>>76347781
>I had this weird dream about you
bitches always do this when they want to start a conversation

>>76343972
Good stuff anon!
I’ve tickets for 2 metal festivals this week but I’ve never went to a goth event. Can i go to one of those with just cargo pants and a band tee? I’ve never been into fashion and usually i just mosh and pogo shirtless.
Also are you american or european?

Went to a work get-together with coworkers, ended up sharing an apartment with a cute fit coworker. Second night we got drunk, cuddled a bit and she fell asleep in my lap. Really don't want to go for anything more with her, mostly because of my past coworker sex experiences and because she's my childhood friend's sister. And she's a bit too flirty and open for my taste, relationships with such women would always end up badly in the past. But then again she's really hot and I really want to bend her over and plow her doggy style for 20 minutes, so I'm really torn about what to do next. I know if I don't take action things will go cold fast, and if I do it's gonna be a whole different kind of annoying.

>>76352826
depends how important your job is to you

>>76352836
Pretty important, would like to keep doing what I do as I'm pretty good at it. It's not physically taxing at all, giving me plenty of energy to work out. The money is solid and It's a local gig so I can basically walk 10 mins to work and back

I came home early and walked in on my roommate spreading his ass and looking at his own butthole in the mirror

>>76352826
>past coworker sex experiences
H-how many co-workers have you banged, Anon?

>>76352868
On my past job, 1. Also flirted with my boss lady and another girl that worked there, could've banged them both. Ended up quitting that job after I fell in love with the one I banged and she dumped me a year into our relationship. Also work kinda fell off so I moved on to pastures new. Feel like I've matured since then but I also feel like I'm falling into similar traps like I did before.

My gym is going to close forever at the end of the month. A new gym is going to open instead there but not until spring 2026. It sucks because i only started going there a few months ago and made really good progress since then.

>>76347317
nice gali picture

>>76352909
Same happened to me in 2021 anon
It can be very disappointing, but in your case the new one will be in the same place so hopefuly your routine won't be that different once it opens
I've been going to another gym across town for the last 4 years, and honestly, I kind of made it work
Keep your head up

>>76352796
Eastern Europe.
Dress however you want as long as it looks nice or allows you to dance, as long as your main colors are black and white i don't think anyone gives a fuck. I wore a black cotton shirt, black jeans and white sneakers with a white t-shirt underneath and i think i looked okay.

I also have to mention that i fumbled pretty hard because a girl who was dancing on the scene all night has descended and grabbed me by my (very muscular btw) forearms at around 4 am when i was dehydrated and exhausted trying to rest a bit, saying "cmon cmon let's go", i said that i'm exhausted, she then tried to playfully grab and take me by force, i didn't move and she left. The regret has been eating me away since then because she was absolutely stunning and i absolutely loved the way she moved. Holy FUCK the mental image of her appearing out of the darkness and grabbing me was straight out of the movie. I don't know what the fuck i've done to deserve her attention in the first place.

Weekend went well, had a cookout with friends and didn't gain too much water weight after it was all said and done. Enjoy the summer anons, wagmi but you should make sure to look around and enjoy the progress you've made

>>76343912 (OP)
>depression takes vidya, books, drawing and music from me
>gripping lifting so hard with both hands my fingernails are tearing off
>start self-medicating with lifting
>overdo it and hurt myself
>only recently started getting back into it
>babysteps, everything sucks
>no longer believe i can and will get where i need to be
>used to meditate and work through problems or just turn off my brain and de-stress
>constantly worried about failing and hurting myself again
>pissed off at myself and everyone else
>don't want to talk to anyone just want to be alone
>just staring at the wall wondering if it's even worth it anymore

I need an ISTJ girl so bad bros

I went 15+ years without hitting a single critter while driving. Tonight, a raccoon suicided under my car, then while driving down the same road, I hit an owl (someone had already hit him, but I couldn't swerve due to oncoming traffic)

Can any /x/ schizos chime in with what the fuck is going on? Is it the full moon? That shit ruined probably the rest of my summer and I have absolutely horrible

>>76355991
horrible regret *

>>76343912 (OP)
I keep working. Looking at this used guitar that would run me $130 including shipping. It's between that or renting a saxophone for $50/month. A friend of mine is suggesting I pick up music and frankly I'm tired of being upset that I missed out on a lot of things as a kid so I'm feeling a little impulsive

>>76345096
Why the fuck has 4chan been enforcing anti-racism rules all of the sudden? How the fuck is the moderation of this site now more "woke" than mainstream social media?

>>76356179
Because this shithole is a massive psychological operation platform and we're stuck here forever.

>>76355115
You and me both anon. I try to keep a positive attitude but everything in my life is going to shit, my lifts are getting weaker, cooking and shooting as well and it feels like I'm at an uphill fight for each step of the way. No one is here to help me and my head keeps getting in the way of everything.

It's been a while since I've had success and it too makes me question if any of this is worth it

>>76356316
I seriously think the mod teams have been compromised just like reddit's.

>>76352240
>but every time things have fallen through at the last minute
She's either nervous about relationships, or is already fucking a dude and wants to use you as emotional support.
Keep your distance and start looking somewhere else.

>>76356413
I mean, the jannies did get doxxed and had tons of shit leaked when 4chan went down.
But even before that, jannies got weird when gookmoot got control of the site.

Being a new dad is hard and I'm afraid I'm not good at it

I took too much memantine and just had the first unironic panic episode of my life. At 10-20mg, it's a very pleasant and mild anxiolytic, but like a fucktard I tried 40mg, which I didn't research adequately and should've known it's a psychedelic at that range, so now I'm completely depersonalized. Someone give me a good show or documentary to watch so I don't have to go jump in a cold shower again plz

>>76343912 (OP)
terrible, dad called me to tell me my mother has cancer. So I am just worrying 24/7

>>76356661
>he still has a dead
hello normie

>>76354247
Fuck men i envy you! You did what i have in my bucket list, good stuff
Do you know if there are similar events this summer? I got 2 months vacations and don’t wanna waste them
Nice job on the forearms gains, underrated muscle group. Do you think mine could be enough?

all i do is workout
vape
and currently on a steep cut

i think im gonna stay single forever
but hey
at least i god money for videogames, lifting and cooking

>>76356636
Don't fuck with memantine. The half life is like 60 hours so you get trapped in a haze for nearly a week if you take too much

>>76356752
I dunno really. Only checked the local scene because i don't leave my city.
Also you look great, don't overthink it

>>76358608
Thanks men. You motivated me to go search for such events. I owe you.
I made some witch house/dark techno trakcs that i might mix to try do a niche event. Also mod my guitar some more. You reopen something in me anon and motivated to go back into the scene.

>>76343912 (OP)
I am gonna graduate in just a couple of weeks.
Do women care about such things (outside the beta provider rol)?

>>76343912 (OP)
I feel asleep on my couch after I got home from work by accident and napped, I actually had a dream. I haven’t remembered a dream from normal sleep in months and before that like years. I woke up groggy but rested.
>dreamt I was in an apartment complex doing mass showings and move ins
>already had my apartment secured
>was going to the showings, found one unit being used as a party
>went to more showings, noticed some were semi furnished opened a fridge and sure enough saw food inside
>Mfw noticed I needed food so started pocketing bottles of olive oil
>>76344060
And you’re an asshole and a creep for noticing. Our society and world as a hole is going down the shitter, and you’re the bad guy just for taking notice. You may as well play by your own rules. Go to that open house and steal the olive oil.

>>76358938
Congratulations, anon. What is your degree going to be?

There's ads on erome now wtf

>>76359393
Stop being Indian

Lately I’ve been fantasizing about my entire family (or at least some of them) dying so I can inherit a lot of money

>co-worker who was always saying that he would kill himself quit like 2 months ago
>when I first got hired, something went wrong and he said "fuck this shit I'll just kill myself"
>other co-worker said "he just says that shit all the time, it doesn't mean anything."
>he really did say it all the time any time something slightly went wrong
>found out today he ACTUALLY killed himself
>mfw

>>76359989
Damn that’s awesome. I hope to be him some day. Just quit his job didn’t give a shit. How did he kill himself?

>>76347463
>white collar shit and those who are there for violent felonies?
no, federal vs county charges go to different jails but only after sentencing. white collar is usually federal charges but not always.

>>76359914
I'm sure they fantasise about you dying so you're no longer a fucking burden on everyone in your life

>>76359989
How'd he do it?