>>107160666
i was having fun at the brown claudnigger thirdie anon
now i'm just depressed

Britain and France should've cut Germany into little bits at Versailles or else killed Germany in its cradle prior to 1939. They didn't do either of these things so any rational actor would accept Germany is a Great Power now and has a sphere of influence over Central Europe. The argument is always "Britain and France had a treaty with Poland" but the idea they would have a treaty that by objective fact they couldn't enforce in Germany's great power jurisdiction, not to mention not also declaring war on the USSR when it did the exact same actions, its just pure retardation so many layers down.

>$15 burger
>single patty, normal size
>doesn't come with fries

>get into a QB
>spend a long time building a force for the map
>guy says he picked the wrong map and he switches (from a fairly dense urban map to an open wood block map with a stream)
>I forgot and didn't remake my force when I got back
>now I have a fuck ton of MGs and bodies everywhere and only a few tank destroyers and an ATG for a map likely to be full of armour
welp, guess I should have paid attention

I'm a 19yo dude living in a studio apartment that my parents have graciously paid the rent for in addition to my college tuition, which is insanely high due to the fact that I have to pay out-of-state fees (moved two states away just to attend after getting a pretty nice couple of scholarships). They aren't the most financially stable people so me even needing their help makes me feel like an absolute leech.
Here's the issue: I can't find a job anywhere even though I have a decent amount of experience from being a major workaholic in high school. This past freshman year has been a non stop torture for me academically for reasons I can't even begin to rationalize, with my motivation to do my coursework extremely high yet the second i sit down to do any of it I can't even bring myself to touch my fucking keyboard. I will block out entire days to make myself do my coursework, but end up wasting every hour. I feel genuine physical pain bringing myself to do even the most menial of tasks. My GPA has fucking tanked over the last 10 months, I have lost all of my scholarships, I'm on academic probation and basically on my way to losing any hope of continuing my academic career.
I was never like this before I came here. I have gained 20 pounds, I have a non-existent social life, I feel my soul shatter every week when I have to call my dad for money. My mental has deteriorated beyond what I thought was ever possible for myself; There is literally not one moment of my life that hasn't been shrouded in an ominous dread of my future and intense stress. What the hell am I supposed to do to fix any of this? Or am I done for, and the only last route for me is to sell everything I have and live on the beach in my car sucking cock for gas money.

I went 15+ years without hitting a single critter while driving. Tonight, a raccoon suicided under my car, then while driving down the same road, I hit an owl (someone had already hit him, but I couldn't swerve due to oncoming traffic)

Can any /x/ schizos chime in with what the fuck is going on? Is it the full moon? That shit ruined probably the rest of my summer and I have absolutely horrible

>Leave parents at 19
>Ponder on what it would be like if I stayed there
>27 in cut throat money sucking world
>Most of my income is spent on jew bills
>Work is like a agonizing task to survive even
>Need to study (cons: diversity brainwashing, debt)
>Cheese the gov to give me free money for looking for work when I leave or switch
>Milk, Bread and Smokes is a financial risk
>Single after failed relations an lack of more stable income and interesting hobby and travel potential for females
>Heavily addicted/dying from nicotine and caffeine
>Start exercising, almost die coughing, write a book, not even noticed
>Starve and withdraw from smokes to save money and live healthier life
>Not a single f is given

>>509589676
Meds haven't been white in centuries
The same fate awaits us