>>96004769
I feel you anon. I had been meditating about my game for years, too.
When my girlfriend got pregnant, this year, something clicked in my mind, I realised that I would be out of free time very soon and finally starting sitting my ass in front of my computer every chance I get and actually put stuff on paper with the idea that what I'm writing down is final.
It's painfully slow, but it adds up. I had one full section finished in a month or so. And it's super gratifying to look back and see the work done.

Have you playtested your game, yet? (even with the rules mostly in your mind)