How many times have you had to re-think your life because of a false premise you had gets shattered? I should have seen this one coming too.
>male, 27, gaycel
>turned on by masculinity, but whenever I date a guy therr is something lacking
>think im just low libido
>3 weeks ago I'm hanging out with a faghag (girl whos into homos)
>everything comes naturally, sex is good
>spent the last 8-9 years with a homosexual life premise, worldview, so this is a mindfuck
>turns out my attraction to masculinity only applys to when im being that way or with a girl
>im just a standard male afterall with some attrqction towards acting like a dude and tomboys