>>40746665
It must be natural. It'd be unhealthy to bury your nature. Masturbate without porn and pleasure your body well. To feel guilty is what you were conditioned to feel.
I can empathize with being sexually frustrated under economic and cultural reasons. I'm in a town with lots of pretty women I could do fuck all with because I make pennies and live at home still. There's no approaching. My personality isn't great either but that's my own fault.