Is it easy to get a ladyboy bf?

I moved here because, well, I had to leave the USA, but I picked Thailand because I always had a thing for Asian girls, you know? And when I got here, oh I was like kid in a candystore. If you've got money, no attachments, nothing to do- I started partying, it got wild.

I was picking up girls every night, always different ones; petite ones, chubby ones, older ones, sometimes multiple ladies at night. I was out of control, I became insatiable, and, you know, after about a thousand nights like that, you start to lose it. I started to wonder: Where am I going with this? Why do I feel this need to fuck all these women? What is desire? The form of this cute Asian girl, why does it have such a grip on me? Because she's the opposite of me? Is she gonna complete me in some way? I realized I could fuck a million women, I'd still never be satisfied- maybe what I really want is to be one of these Asian girls.

So, one night, I took home some girl who turned out to be a ladyboy, which I'd done before, but this time, instead of fucking the ladyboy, the ladyboy fucked me, and It was kind of magical. And I got in my head, what I really wanted was to be one of these Asian girls getting fucked by me, and to feel that.

So, I put out an ad looking for a white guy my age to come over and fuck me, got a guy that looked a lot like me. Then, I put on some lingerie and perfume, made myself look like one of these girls and I thought: I look pretty hot. And then this guy came over and railed the shit out of me, then I got addicted to that- some nights, three, four guys would come over and rail the shit out of me. Some I even had to pay, and at the same time, I'd hire an Asian girl who would just sit there and watch the whole thing. I'd look in her eyes while some guy is fucking me, and I'd think: "I am her and I'm fucking me."

Do ladyboys like black men?