i hate being alone. seeing couples and seeing people post whatever flirty shit someone has said to them makes me want to kill myself. i havent had a friend irl in like 5 years and even online i only have 2. no-one has ever seriously liked me. i dont know how people like me do it. im weird, boring, offputting, ugly and everything in between. im just miserable. thats all i am. im unhappy. nobody wants that negativity in their life. i know it sounds corny but its just so painful. i want to have someone who loves me and who i can love back. i want love and affection.