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>be 17yo
>attracted to chicks
>but also been struggling with guilty gay feelings
>start dating this hot girl who I don't actually like that much
>partly to convince everyone I'm straight
>partly to convince myself
>gf never puts out
>claims it's cause she religious and saving herself for marriage
>and we don't even get along that well, basically nothing in common
>her family loves me though and all our friends are jealous of our "great" relationship
>so we just kinda stick together for the social clout
>pretty much every time I pick up my gf for a date, she leaves me waiting for 1 or 2 hours while she "gets ready"
>so I spend that time hanging out with her little brother
>we actually get along pretty well, lots of common interests
>and it soon becomes obvious he's a closet case and has a huge crush on me
>I pretend like I don't notice/care
>even though secretly I'm really enjoying his attention
>despite that, I honestly never planned on crossing any lines with him
>but didn't count on the fact that he'd be able to see past my facade and eventually screw up the courage to make a move of his own
>so when he finally tries to get in my pants, I end up letting him blow me
>feel really guilty afterwards and tell myself it's just a one time thing
>it's not, of course
>get my dick sucked about a dozen times before I finally bend him over the couch and take his cherry
>continued hooking up with him up until I left for college
>tbh I think my gf knew what was up, or at least suspected
>she would sometimes drop jokes or hints implying that she knew
>but I guess she was okay with it, cause it meant I wasn't trying to get in her pants
>in fact, my relationship with her actually improved
>might've just cause I treated her nicer, cause I felt guilty about the fact that almost all our dates either started or ended with me emptying my balls in her little bro
>looking back, I'm pretty sure she was a lesbian or maybe just asexual, and was using me as cover the same way I was using her
>attracted to chicks
>but also been struggling with guilty gay feelings
>start dating this hot girl who I don't actually like that much
>partly to convince everyone I'm straight
>partly to convince myself
>gf never puts out
>claims it's cause she religious and saving herself for marriage
>and we don't even get along that well, basically nothing in common
>her family loves me though and all our friends are jealous of our "great" relationship
>so we just kinda stick together for the social clout
>pretty much every time I pick up my gf for a date, she leaves me waiting for 1 or 2 hours while she "gets ready"
>so I spend that time hanging out with her little brother
>we actually get along pretty well, lots of common interests
>and it soon becomes obvious he's a closet case and has a huge crush on me
>I pretend like I don't notice/care
>even though secretly I'm really enjoying his attention
>despite that, I honestly never planned on crossing any lines with him
>but didn't count on the fact that he'd be able to see past my facade and eventually screw up the courage to make a move of his own
>so when he finally tries to get in my pants, I end up letting him blow me
>feel really guilty afterwards and tell myself it's just a one time thing
>it's not, of course
>get my dick sucked about a dozen times before I finally bend him over the couch and take his cherry
>continued hooking up with him up until I left for college
>tbh I think my gf knew what was up, or at least suspected
>she would sometimes drop jokes or hints implying that she knew
>but I guess she was okay with it, cause it meant I wasn't trying to get in her pants
>in fact, my relationship with her actually improved
>might've just cause I treated her nicer, cause I felt guilty about the fact that almost all our dates either started or ended with me emptying my balls in her little bro
>looking back, I'm pretty sure she was a lesbian or maybe just asexual, and was using me as cover the same way I was using her
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