>>40762365
my god, what is your problem?
This is not your group therapy session bro
You have issues. This is not the place for that.

This is why I say you don't do magic.
You can't do magic and don't understand what magic is
That why you doubt real magic, and then think whatever you do is the "real magic". When people who actually have experience read that shit, they don't take you seriously.
But please correct the record. What magic do you do?