how do I get over the paranoia that my normie girlfriends friends who hate me for not being a normie are eventually going to get to her, and she'll feel the need to break up with me to avoid being socially ostracized? She defends me for being considered weird among other things, but were getting past the honeymoon stage now (comfortable silences, minor bickering) and I don't know if she likes me enough to keep being judged