>Writing a story about Noelle having an existential crisis because of the SOUL
>Somehow Gerson worms into my brain
>Write about how Noelle suddenly decides she's sick of worrying about everything and finally drops her emotional baggage and anxiety about the past, present, and future
>Suddenly she feels infinitely better, even while thinking about her Dad possibly dying, Dess' disappearance, growing distant from Kris, her Mom and what she's done to her
>Not 'numb to it', but finally accepting these things have happened or can happen and moving on from it instead of letting it rule her life
>Now she just feels goofy for worrying and overthinking so much and surprisingly calm/uplifted
I know the same kind of thing happened to me like 2-3 months ago but what the hell, this was supposed to be a sad/messed up story.
Don't even know if it'd work continuing forwards like this...