https://youtu.be/qMHEc8SWUdM

>>509354602
>im sure they would get a girlfriend as easily as i get a boyfriend!

Recently turned 20 years old, and have been working at a warehouse. I have been earning $14 an hour and been living with my parents. Have been saving up for a car and to hopefully go back to university this spring. I thought about going into trade school originally since I flunked on my first year of university, but I can't see myself liking blue collar work for my entire life. I believe I did bad because of a 5 year depression I have been going through since freshman year of highschool in 2020. I grew up sheltered in a hoarder home and didn't realize all these problems until we were forced to stay at home during lockdown. Since then I began doing really poorly academically, lost all motivation I ever had, and was barely able to graduate in 2023. I haven't been myself since lockdown and I don't know what to do to come back to it.
I'm just hoping I will change soon, because otherwise I don't got any other choice. I had also thought of going to the military to see if it can help me, but I don't know. I don't even know if this plan is what I even really want to begin with.
Did anyone on /b/ go through something similar? Is there any advice I should know about? What can I do to mature and act more brave? Being a coward is probably one of my main issues, and I might be the most socially retarded person ever.