>occasionally use Tramadol
>get kicked out by my Therapist
>become addicted to Tramadol
>depression gets worse
>have to force myself to leave the house
>can't motivate myself to learn for college, meanwhile everyone else got their shit together
>nothing is enjoyable anymore, not even drugs or Anime
>just waiting for each day to end
>at best I feel nothing and am just tired of life, at worst I feel like ODing on opis and going to sleep
>wouldn't mind dying if it wasn't for my family
I've got nowhere to go from here on, I don't even want to think about where this all will lead to