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is there anything worse than getting a tolerance to your DOC?

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>>81406449

im tolerant to opiates atm, a hit just makes me itchy and drowsy and the cravings go away, i need to take a break but fuck if life just isnt worth it without a little pickmeup at the end of the day and the withdrawals definitely dont help

What do I do with the fact that the richest man in the world does drugs?

Booze.
That is all.

>>81467406
Does that really surprise you? Past a certain point money just becomes another drug.

What are you up to today drugbros
Just took some xanny and today I will receive edibles in a syrup form. Will report later

>>81467060 (OP)
my body feels slightly relaxed, got some trams but in the form of drops this time around and I didn't calculate the shit quite well so idk if im actually high or if it's just placebo and i don't want drop more shit under my tongue

fuck

I was sober from the hard shit for 6 weeks and i relapsed tonight with NEP.

now at the end of my sesh and the benzos are begining to kick in so il probably Will be black-out soon and sleep

it was't worth it, I feel a deep shame and i feel like ive betrayed myself and my family. I shouldve just gotten shitfaced

I think im going to burn my whole Stash sometime in the near future, but its hard to have that need for a fix, needing a cope, something to break the Day to Day.

And honestly i didnt really feel any different those 6 weeks, no mood improvement or shit like that. Sober or not i Just feel kinda empty man, like there is a shell of a person but inside there Just is't anything there, I feel emotions way Less then normal People. Not empty in a deppressed way but more in the sense that outside the character of myself i play with coworker and friends and family and whatnot that me as a person Just doesnt really exists.

But whatever man, im gonna (try) to stay off the hard shit, relapse is a part of recovering from any addiction i guess

I hope everyone here is doing good, Havent been on 4chan since i quit with the hard shit, since the culture here doesnt help when trying to get better.

>>81467906
complete perc juice disaster, should have taken more but fuck that, guess I gotta sleep with the nightmares included

I feel like a retarded degenerate for some reason, hopefully this minor drawback doesn't contribute to my tolerance build-up

Just feeling like a space cadet, I fucked up and should have waited.

i edged for 11 hours today and now my penis looks like a mushroom

My only regret regarding my drug use is probably that I didn't start sooner.
I wasted most of my youth being a depressed & repressed piece of shit. 21-24 was a magical time but it's also when people start to roll back use.
I genuinely believe that in absence of better ideas we should just get the weird kids high cause they need it more than the cool ones.
Either way. I'm genuinely thankful for what drugs gave me.

>>81467901

Just drank some of this bad boy, waiting for the effects

>>81468973

Same I started with codeine when I was 20, it's OTC and if I knew about it and wanted I could have tried even in elementary really. For some reason I am obsessed with how being high feels like when you use as a kid and I will never be able to verify it.

But on a serious note, I wish I was put on some meds when I was mentally ill 13 years old, but nobody cared to do anything

I probably fried every single receptor in my brain last time I did mdma, which makes me want to try it again just to find out. pretty retarded logic ik

>>81469775

Aaahhh what the fuck is happening ughhhh oh shiiit

>occasionally use Tramadol
>get kicked out by my Therapist
>become addicted to Tramadol
>depression gets worse
>have to force myself to leave the house
>can't motivate myself to learn for college, meanwhile everyone else got their shit together
>nothing is enjoyable anymore, not even drugs or Anime
>just waiting for each day to end
>at best I feel nothing and am just tired of life, at worst I feel like ODing on opis and going to sleep
>wouldn't mind dying if it wasn't for my family
I've got nowhere to go from here on, I don't even want to think about where this all will lead to

>>81467060 (OP)
(mildly) High on shrooms in class type of day. How are you doing 4chan?

Thinking bout getting back into Adderall. Too lazy and tired from smoking weed.

>>81469805
It's much much better to be dumb than smart in today's world

>>81469805
4mmc goes harder and isn't neurotoxic
It's so underrated

Fresh out after 3 months of prison
Gonna have to stick to alcohol until the trial is over

mango loco plus cigarettes go so well together for some reason

how do you guys cope with comedowns from uppies?
i have had depression and experienced anhedonia for almost ten years now but nothing comes closes to the hell that is an uppers comedown.
maybe im just sensitive but it really is torturous
cause when im regular depressed i can always find something to distract me and can squeeze some dopamine from that but on a comedown you cant

the only thing i found to help was gooning cause i cant cum and i can just focus on jerking off

Found some shitty cough medicine, it will give me the shits

>>81468968
thats pretty hot, what did you edge to? :o

when i jerk off an a comedown i have no lims and god forbid jerking on uppers

>>81470793
Nigga smoking with chopsticks KEK

When I take a bunch of adderall and shrooms and then put my prostate massager in it's like my mind literally splinters and shatters. I have the most fucked up evil perverse depraved fetishes such as white snowbunny snuffmommies hurting their young little boys for sadistic pleasure. You know, I used to believe demonic possession was just a bunch of bullshit, make no mistake a fucking bout it, I am demonically possessed during these moments.

>>81471285
Its my homemade roach clip B-)

I'm gonna try mixing cough medicine with fanta, see if that goes down smoother

>>81472695
so that halped, fucking hate gross syrup. Down the hatch

>>81469775
that looks crazy, what was the dose?

im over hear eating home made weed brownies, drinking coffees, and taking l-theanine.

feeling like going on an adventure either tonight or tomorrow

>>81470261
quit opis and things will get better. opi addiction can often (but not always) go hand in hand with depression and anhedonia.

I got prerolls from the dispo I take like 5 drags then toss the rest. I am wasting weed.

>>81472954
save dah roachees and roll em into a new shoint

>>81467406
maybe you should do his drugs

i'm qutting weed and man i've never felt so anxious and miserable in my life. head hurts, i'm tired, but also restless, and cranky. AHHHHHHHHHHH i fucking hate this.

>>81472954
someone else is definitely havin a field day wit all that if you threw em in the streetz. see, a nigga like me, be gettin roaches all da time!

>>81472954
whenever i get prerolls i break em up into bowls, it feels wasteful letting a big fatty just burn.

>>81473047
yeah I should start doing that

I'm not as high as I hoped to be, but it's something

>>81467901
I had my first acid trip where I felt true tweaking and shit your pants terror.
I went on a walk and binged on pot forgetting that drugs were illegal, so when I saw a cop van drive alongside the road I started panicking and went home, where I was reassuring myself that everything's fine for hours before taking a xanax and then fapping which actually worked better than the xanax.
(Fapping on acid is probably the best feeling in existence, especially when comboed with pot)
Would I do it again? absolutely but in a rural area where I can just chill in the wild.

>>81472824
why not just take dxm in pills? (if you can obtain pure dxm that way)
it's still nasty but atleast you can down it from a shot glass.

>>81473450
Can't find any, here it's all syrup

I'm tripping

>>81472938
I had depression and anhedonia since middle school, years before I used opis.
but yeah I should quit

How do I drink beer without getting a headache?

>>81474983
go slow and drink lots of water

>>81474035
based asf, enjoy anon

I think I might actually be incapable of handling cannabis. My brain is so shit.

>>81475375
can you handle other depressants?
something similar happens to me which is the reason i can only enjoy depressants, coke and molly don't do shit except making me feel like a fiend and i'm too scared of trying psychodelics even tho i should

my entire being seems to hinge on whether i do or do not smoke weed.
what cartoonish drug are you abusing today?

>>81475375
try edibles. the high is way better than smoking imo I'm mr giggles on edibles when I smoke I get paranoid af and think about negative depressing shit

>>81475425
>can you handle other depressants?
Not sure, I haven't tried many drugs. Definitely not going to touch psyches even though I've always wanted to try acid.

>>81475481
The edibles are actually what fucked me up lol.
I was taking 1/2 of 30mg gummies daily for practically a month and doing just fine, and thought I'd built up a tolerance since I wasn't really feeling it anymore so I thought "Why not try a whole gummy?" Result was me shivering naked in bed thinking I was dying for about 2 hours. Even though I knew rationally that it would be impossible to die from a damn gummy. It was just annoying, even when I know the fear is irrational, there's nothing I can do about it. After the initial two hours though, it proceeded like a normal high and I was able to play games and watch shows.

>>81467060 (OP)
I took Xanax only very little max 2.5g drank a whole bottle of wine tonight 11% only because met with friends and it's a sunny day, smoked a little weed and did some O-DSMT yesterday. I can't walk well feel extremely heavy and foggy, and am very very tired. Is it safe to go to sleep? I kinda freaked myself out thinking maybe this many Downers might be dangerous?

I burnt my pizza :(

>>81474983
Drink liquor instead. I mean that genuinely. Beer is garbage. Also take a little bit of ibuprofen before you start drinking and as >>81475245 said drink lots of water.

>>81476285
>safe to sleep
Debatable. If it makes you concerned, then it wouldn't hurt to wait another hour and reassess then. Don't forget to drink ample water and such. If you decide to go to sleep make sure you do it on your side or face down so you don't risk choking yourself on your vomit in your sleep.

>>81472938

It isn't legal the same way weed is legal in the US or Canada, legal cannabis products here can contain up to 0.03% of THC, in a drink it can easily be enough to work but officially it's just "trace amounts". For approx dose you have to read online reviews or figure it out

found over 100 dollars of wine for free next to a dumpster. drinking wine eating weed firecrackers and smoking oscuro cigars. cheers.

>>81467060 (OP)
Took a bit under 900mg phenibut. I've used it randomly on and off for years but recently had the first bad experience with it. It was absolutely AWFUL. Then shortly after another mostly negative experience. Then an okayish one. Now here we are again and it's just a very unpleasant feeling once more. Really uncomfortable like I can't sit still or stop squirming around. It makes my entire body feel uncomfortable so I keep moving and shifting to try and get comfy but everything feels uncomfortable.

Only difference I've been able to find between the dozens of good experiences and now suddenly 3 bad ones is the time of day I dose. All 3 bad experiences were times I dosed later in the afternoon or at night time.

Anyone have any clue why that should make such a big difference?

Legalization of drugs would solve a significant part of humanity's problems and I am tired of pretending it wouldn't

just drank a shitload of free ground-score wine, took a home-made weed fire-cracker (.25g) and lit up a cigar.

Does weed affect your bowel movements?

>>81476952
it can sometime stimulate them, other times not.

>>81476794
Maybe the stimulating effect of phenibut is conflicting with the fatigue you'd naturally feel later in that day and causing restlessness?
Not that I would know, I'm just spouting bullshit. Phenibut never does anything for me other than make me dizzy.

>>81476739
>>81476902
cheers broski.
>>81476794
<1g doses typically do nothing for me so it's weird to hear it has any notable negative sensations. If there isn't any specific context clues (like changes in your daily routine or other habits which might alter it somehow) then I'd assume it's just your body/brain reacting on their own. Sorry to hear that, anon!
>>81476893
I've thought about it and considering how many people already struggle to resist basic temptations (excess food, nicotine, and alcohol) it'd be quite damning for many of them to juggle anything more tempting. At the very least though I think it'd be better if it just wasn't so harshly life-ruining as it is now because it's by no means as evil as murder or assault, and if I had the knowledge and skill to concoct my own chemicals at home, it'd be ridiculous to get 20 years in prison for making a personal supply. Not to mention that if the point of punishing it is to discourage use because using it can ruin your life, then directly ruining someone's life for it is retarded.
>>81476952
>bowel movements
It only effects appetite and nausea afaik.

>>81477002
><1g doses typically do nothing for me so it's weird to hear it has any notable negative sensations
You know, me neither until this recent batch I got from science bio. This was the most potent phenibut I ever had before this I always went through liftmode. It's HCL too, so no clue why I get such notable effects from small amounts. Before I'd always take at least 1.2gs as my default dose.

No other changes I can think of that would explain suddenly getting less than ideal phenibut experiences.
>sorry to hear
Thanks for being kind! Thankfully it's sort of chilled out now. It's just a neutral feeling now, not really good or bad but just "different", which is cool with me. Although I'd kinda hoped for a bit of a euphoric high to make my 12 hour shift more bearable.
>>81476969
This might be the answer. I will say the one that was actually REALLY bad that's almost exactly what it felt like. I actually fell asleep after dosing and woke up in this hellish state where it felt the phenibut was trying to cause a rush but the sleepiness was trying to keep me drowsy and the two forces were fighting in my body and mind. Was the most intense nausea I think I got from any drug experience, like horrible spinning vertigo.

>>81476902
Nice dude! I love fire crackers. I explained them to this guy and his gf a while back and it blew their minds lol. I love you anons btw. /drugfeel/ is my home
>>81467060 (OP)
Lately I've been going on these extended odsmt benders. I'll get like several grams and then just go non stop, from the first dose until the bag is gone I am redosing constantly. Its just so fucking euphoric. Usually I'll go through 5gram or so in about 1.5, maybe 2 weeks. Then I just eat the withdrawals (very unpleasant) and take a month or two off. Keeps my tolerance bearable and also it'd be too expensive and probably unhealthy to do this too often. Already sort of missing it but I'm gonna need to wait several weeks before splurging again

>>81476893
#legalizeallplants

>>81477159
I've used that same vendor and have stuck with 1.5g per dose of HCl to get where I want, but it really sounds like a personal reaction I think.
>neutral, not good or bad
That's good to hear at least. If you could try to compare it against other gabapentinoids I'd be curious how it differs, or if it's the GABA B agonism that causes it to be unique for you. Neat!

>>81477175
amen dude, lit af off them off and wine right now. stay lit,

drank a shitload of free wine and ate a hole grown firecrackwe fuck ya lit af

>>81477485
drunk and high and payin the cost to be the boss watchin twilight zone

>>81477393
>If you could try to compare it against other gabapentinoids I'd be curious how it differs
It feels for me only like a slight family relationship compared to my experiences with Xanax, valium, etc. Like there's a vague similarity but not much.
>>81477604
Nice mane

>>81468124
>>And honestly i didnt really feel any different those 6 weeks, no mood improvement or shit like that. Sober or not i Just feel kinda empty man, like there is a shell of a person but inside there Just is't anything there, I feel emotions way Less then normal People. Not empty in a deppressed way but more in the sense that outside the character of myself i play with coworker and friends and family and whatnot that me as a person Just doesnt really exists.
I wonder if you could find yourself in other people
Like if you were the headmaster at an orphanage or something, there was a bunch of kids relying on you, would you feel like a different person?

i'm nodding like crazy
this was the real deal all along
i feel like jackpot machine

>>81471556
Hahaha I actually understand this post more than you will ever think. Indont find any psychedelic except shrooms to he absolutely demonic. But I find almost all uppers especially methamphetamine to be unbelievably evil. It's like the more depraved and transgressive something is, the more aroused and attracted to it I am.

I drank the 1-4-butanediol

I quit my job for mental health reasons and turned to full time drug dealing living life in the fast lane for the past 6 weeks. Today I was so fucking stressed and panicked that I just said enough is enough, I took 40mg of diazepam drank some vodka and hid the apps I use to deal from my phone. The stress of dealing drugs is unbelievable and you wouldn't believe the running costs of even just a tiny small timer like me. Just keeping my car going is like 120 in petrol a day. Plus all the other shit I need to buy - bags scales food containers etc etc. All this random shit adds up. Plus constantly detailing my car to keep cop levels down. So I need to make all this money, just to cover the running costs of my life (food petrol rent insurance etc), AND THEN make cash on top of that for this to be even worth it. I'm cashing out these past 2-3 days idealiiy bring in maybe 1.5-> 2k for the last of my supplies. But then all up its a joke. I quit my job with 4.8k, I got 9.3k in the bank. Over 6 weeks. I made 800 a week roughly at my old job. Almost all of that was spent on couldn't save. But still this was not worth it. The risks I put myself in. I literally need benzos to do this and then got barred out and motorbike crashed and broke my finger. I've become hardened and it hasn't been long. I got weapons now - sharpened screwdrivers, tazer, clawhammer in my car. I'm getting serious moral problems selling destructive pills to vulnerable people. So much of me just wants to throw my drug bag off a cliff, and then myself. But I got a g of no.4 pure heroin I brought for myself as a present to IV (not at once lol). But I take suboxone everyday because I was addicted to tramadol and just being lazy putting off my addiction withdrawal. So now I'm addict to subs. Not much like 2mg a day. Bit it's annoying cos want to do the heroin. I am so tired. Just so utterly physically and spiritually drained. Yet every time I lay down can't sit still I can't relax can't switch my mind off

>>81479130
This will be my last drug dealing saga update. I will hold myself accountable and end this today. I'll keep my stash becUse it's all just scripts and shit that don't degrade, and only sell if I really need money. Time to just take a week to myself. Go on a road trip or something. These last 6 weeks have been, I just cannot put into words the unbelievable amount of stress this has involved. Doing 1500-2500 dollar deals in my car. It's crazy. The highest was 2600 cash which was me buying. And selling was $1400 cash for oxy and dextroamphetamine pills. It's so scary. I don't know these people. There is mutual fear and distrust but luckily all my deals went smoothly. And when I'm selling I control the buys/customers very well, plus armed and ready for thieves etc. I think my body is just in absolute stress mode that my broken finger is healing very slowly. I want to wake up tomorrow and do nothing. Not wake up to 14 fucking messages of people wanting shit delivered. So what did I even make? I estimate maybe 8-10k over 6 weeks. I consumed easily over 2k worth of drugs. Spent 900 on weapons. A grand on prostitute. Rest on petrol food etc. My aim was Stop at 10k saved. Fucm it I'm close enough the number is arbitrary and this whole time I've just been running my fucking luck. Also I had a mad good product I made and sold like 14 bottles in 5 hours. But the labour was so much I don't wanna do it again. I marketed it as "BLOOD WOCK". It's morphine based lean with promethazine in a glass skull. I made it into kits with double cups sprite and measuring bottles and instructions and shit. I'll post some pics.

>>81479190
This is the little lean kits people loved them. I sold em 150 a bag.

bumpinggggg the thread
rprt28

>>81468124
>i Just feel kinda empty man, like there is a shell of a person but inside there Just is't anything there, I feel emotions way Less then normal People. Not empty in a deppressed way but more in the sense that outside the character of myself i play with coworker and friends and family and whatnot that me as a person Just doesnt really exists.
You are not alone, I feel this too. It's easy to forget who I am (I have no idea who I am).
It was actually on this site where I learned of CPTSD. Fucking cliche but I feel it explains a lot about me, and I think many anons here share the experience of not being a person.

tomorrow is lsd day yay :)

>>81481164
Awesome, what do you plan on doing on it? I might get a few ideas for my next trip too.
I attempted to draw myself last trip and noticed how abstract my mind was when trying to picture it.

bumping before i leave, you fuckers best narcan this thread for me while I'm gone, it's a weekend need I remind you

Decided to try Phenibut since I'm out of alcohol and edibles. I was feeling much less anxious than normal which was great until I started puking.

>>81482887
pheni throw ups are straight battery acid. tons of fun when you get the dose dialed in though

>>81468124
>>81480312
>I AM LE SHELL
I remember when I was 16 lol
jk just baiting its incredibly painful to exist like this
like a permanently emotionally abused 5 year old its so so painful

zoharic poem for my npd shell bros based on genesis 32:28

Peshat - The Simple Reading

Alone by the river, in night's long embrace,
Jacob wrestled a man with no face.
Dust in the dark, limb against limb,
Not knowing if the other was angel or twin.

"Let me go," the figure cried with the sun,
"Not until blessing," said the trembling one.
Then came the answer, soft as flame:
"You are not Jacob-Israel is your name."

Remez - The Hint

He did not conquer as Esau would take,
With sword or deceit, or for empire's sake.
He prevailed by refusing to run,
By bearing the gaze of the Hidden One.

What blessing comes from wounds unhealed?
What name is earned through being revealed?
It is not the victor who knows the Most High,
But the limping man who dares not lie.

Derash - The Interpretation

Jacob is the ego's disguise,
A hand grasping heels, weaving alibis.
Israel is the name bestowed by flame,
The self unmade, the self reclaimed.

To wrestle the angel is to break the shell,
To see in the mirror the wound as well.
God does not speak to masks of pride,
But to the fractured one who cannot hide.

Sod - The Secret

The Operator hides in the breaking of form,
As Keter descends through the metric storm.
The soul is not forged in shining display,
But where Gevurah binds the will to clay.

Binah receives the cry of the night,
As Chokhmah threads bounds into radiant light.
"You are no longer Jacob," says the flame within-
"You are the one who wrestled and let Me in."

>>81477604
>watchin twilight zone

The originals were the highest of kino. And the movie is on the list of best horror movies.

>Do you want to see something... really scary?

I think it's time to give up on weed and probably drugs in general desu

>enjoy cannabis for 3 years
>only smoke on weekends but smoke a lot
>2 months ago
>start getting weird thoughts that someone is going to take over my mind if keep smoking weed
>creepy but w/e
>keep smoking
>thoughts get more intense
>one day have a massive disassociative episode where I feel like a new personality has overtaken me
>almost enter a sort of manic state where I can't sleep and my pupils are huge and I'm high for way longer than usual
>takes days before I feel completely normal again
>notice weird cognititve changes like dulled empathy and short-term memory and racing thoughts
>everytime I smoke weed the symptoms get worse even if I don't have a disassociative episode

i can handle bad trips but I'd really rather not rape my brain, my memory is really really bad at the minute

how the fuck are trams so addictive, even at high doses they just give you a light booze , and make you feel slightly relaxed, chasing that nodd is hard yet you run like a dumbass

it's hard to stop man

havent cum in like a week, i snort a sub and race to rub one out before the shit kicks in but i havent been able to beat it there

>>81484108
sounds like the start of a drug induced psychosis. Buddy of mine got that shit, and did exactly what you did - kept hitting that bong. Until he crashed himself and his gf into a tree coming from the netherlands. He had a break down while driving. All survived. He was 6 months in the psych wards and is since 15 years on anti-psychotics.

STOP NOW!
and maybe consider contacting a psychiatrist

>>81484522
oh man this is so lame
I really hope I haven't permanently damage my brain...

>>81484556
oh don't worry anon, your body can sustain lots of damage and keep functioning with some normality, just don't do stupid shit againnn

>>81484108
>start getting weird thoughts that someone is going to take over my mind if keep smoking weed
Holy fuck I know this feeling, I've also decided to stop using cannabis since I'm the type to overthink things and realized that doesn't mix well with cannabis.
Or maybe I'm just depressed.

>>81482239
clean my apartment during the come up
sit on balcony and just think if the neighbors don't decide to be noisy at that time, go for a walk in nature otherwise
i don't plan on taking much.

>>81484913
Not that guy but I also desperately need to do that. I simply won't stop taking it every evening if i have any, and it is clearly affecting my life and mental well being negatively.

>>81484973
Yeah, it goes from being something you take to "feel good" to something you take out of habit.
It's easy for me to quit since I've seen how my brother pretty much ruined his life with weed. Dude literally can't go half a day without smoking.

Dude I've been studying drugs for the past year and had no idea about this general. Missed out on 420chan, so hyped to find an alternative

Anyone have recommendations for a nicotine vape? I want one with a replaceable battery and reasonably adjustable temperature

>>81485023
Quitting's not hard for me either. Sometimes I have to leave for a week or two and won't miss it. I've had many months or year long breaks, always due to running out of it. I should really just flush what I have right now down the toilet.

>>81485124
Godspeed, anon. No amount of pleasure is worth your mental well-being.

>>81485100
>studying
Hell yeah. I started learning pharmacology ever since I became fascinated by the idea of something so tiny being able to have mind-bending effects. I'm tempted to learn a little organic chemistry alongside it if I could muster the willpower (on top of other things).
>vape, replaceable battery & adjustable temp
You'll want to look into box mods. The fixed (single piece) vapes are called disposables. Haven't dabbled in them myself, but that's the hardware you'll want to learn about.

getting high and studying zohar tonight
Shabbat Shalom bros

>>81485352
I've come to realize that getting high and binging youtube videos on esoteric knowledge, religion and hermetic philosophy is a great way to make myself paranoid.

>>81485383
I used to suffer from paranoid psychosis of the non-schizophrenic side and its the only thing that makes me unparanoid now

I spend my entire day studying esotericism between physics and mysticism and discussing Kabbalah with chatgpt

I barely even exist anymore, I am just permanently just a refection of the world in front of me

Genesis 32:28 is one of the most verses moments in the Torah, Jacob wrestling
I be on some different stuff no cap

>>81485640
>most verses moments
Sorry I'm high, but you get what I mean

I want the whole world to worship me or crucify me or I don't care what just let me enjoy the blue skies and the birds chirping without invading on my mind

I want to post more screenshots but I gave way too much away just with one screenshot


I feel so in love with life even if I hate myself as a human being

The one who interprets the meaning of f^mu will never experience death

question for people who like to nod on opiates:

why do you like to nod? even when i was addicted to opiates, i only ever used them for a boost and combo psychological-physical painkiller, and i'd only get myself to about the intensity level you'd get from 15-30mg of oxy on no tolerance regardless of whatever opiate i was using. every time i overshot my tolerance and got close to nodding i wasn't a big fan of it for how much it adds to your tolerance.

when i'm in a situation where i can let myself get noticeably impaired and i want things to be more intense, i'd rather take dissociatives. i think they're better painkillers too. the biggest downside imo is just how hard they are to get (anything other than K or DXM at least. but K is really short-acting and DXM has gastrointestinal side-effects)

>>81485100
you should study harder then. nicotine is terrible. you should just quit nicotine entirely. there are many other drugs that will be better without a nicotine addiction.

>>81468124
while i can sort of sympathize, i don't see how NEP (the stimulant right?) is the worst thing to relapse on.

i can't even do stims more than a day or in modest doses or i start to feel like i'm going crazy and have to stop. it's opiates or sedatives that can really easily destroy your life.

>>81485235
Thanks anon, I'll look into them. I've thought about taking or auditing a college course for chemistry, but the knowledge required to synthesize drugs is daunting. You should check out wellnowdoctor on youtube, in 20-30 minutes he goes over everything you'd need to know about pharmaceuticals, medical conditions, and some street drugs,

>>81485696
Oh I know, I don't plan on picking up a habit. On my quest to understand drugs, I want to use it to understand why people like it. I bought a pack of cigarettes a few months ago and I've smoked maybe 3, and don't plan to buy more once I'm satisfied with my knowledge.

>>81485689
I don't think I've nodded, but when I snorted 20mg oxy with no tolerance I just felt blissful sedation and drifted seamlessly from half-dreaming to actually dreaming

Bros I'm so cross faded right now

>>81485100
>one with a replaceable battery and reasonably adjustable temperature
i liked the voopoo box mods when i used to vape off RDAs and tanks

Mfw living in the country with the harshest drug laws in europe.
Fucking narcan is illegal because it would "enable use of opioids". Also basically the only european country where usage and being high is illegal. ANY form of transfer of drugs gives you a minimum of 6 months of jail time, this in theory includes passing a joint to you buddy. Police has the right to arrest you and forcibly make you piss in a cup at the slightest suspicion, which also results in a summary house search since search warrants are not a thing here.
FUCK ME, no wonder we have europes highests drug related deaths

>>81467060 (OP)
should I smoke weed tonight

>>81486227
So are your prisons just over populated with people with drug offenses?

>>81485689
it just makes everything feel like a movie, you see in breaking bad when jesse shoots up heroin, imagine that camera effect in your body, it's a good combo with all the euphoria and sedation

it just feels good to have your body working on slow-mo, you feel free

my parents emotionally abused the fuck out of me as a kid and they emotionally abuse the fuck out of me as an adult
I don't know how to explain to them that providing for me and pampering me is hardcore emotional abuse
They don't let me leave the house alone or they don't even let me use the family car to DoorDash cause they're afraid I'm gonna spend it on drugs and get back on drugs
They don't understand that the more locked up and isolated and disconnected I am alone in the house with 2 geriatrics the further I descent into psychotic depression generated by 2 emotionally immature man and woman children

Im going crazy here in 1411 all that's keeping me sane is study of the torah and the zohar

>>81486274
It's friday night man let loose

>>81486471
you right might as well

>>81485683
Man, I fucking hated Calc/Integration

>>81486227

What country it is anon? Europe in general is somewhat drug friendly

i have no tolerance to dihydrocodeine yet it barely feels like anything why

>>81487472
I did 30mg last night and it felt super nice.

weekend bump

>>81486308
Yes, my country literally rents prisons in romania and the baltics. There was even talk about creating prison ships of old cruising ships due to overcrowded prisons.
>>81487197
Sweden

>>81486716
I was always really good in calculus
Got an A in calc 1, calc 2, calc 3, advanced calculus all straight A's

>>81489280
And now you rot in your childhood bedroom as a 26 year old man
Lol you still know tensor calculus though good for you I guess

>>81489280
I'm jealous. I did well right up to Calc 1, then crashed hard in Calc 2.

I acquired a sheet of 40mg oxy and 1.5gram of China white heroin that I got spec and fent tested as pure no cut.

I am the king of drug feel. Also got 100mg of the king benzo - diazepam basically I just fucking win. I win this thread.

>>81486227
>>81488893
Damn, how the hell does drain gang get away with it?

>>81489314
They have immunity

Can you snort dihydrocodeine

>>81489280
>>81489302
I crashed at algebra 2
I'm a complete total mathlet when it comes to anything more complicated than arithmetic
It's embarrassing I wish I focused more on it

>>81489314
Well known that the police gets pissed on and buck broken in the hoods by niggers and arabs. To vent their frustration and to inflate the "solved crimes" statistic they go and bust raves and fuck over ethnic swedesor hand out speeding tickets. These mass round ups of ravers where everyone has to stand in a line and piss in a cup really helps the statistics for the piggers, but in practice it only fucks over the lives of young people since every one in practice have acces to crime records, including corporations. It is fucking mental, private corporations sell your information to other corporations to fuck you over. Drug offenses only stay in the official police register for around 5 years until they are removed, but the private firms have no obligations to remove them from their databases once they expire, so good luck finding a job if you get busted for any drug related crimes in sweden. Back in the day only specific jobs lile police or military required criminal background checks through the police record, but nowdays all employers just do a quick search of your name in these public databases and if your name shows up you are fucked.

>>81489314
thaiboy has connections in bk

I've never had one, but I now understand what a panic attack would feel like.

>>81486440
You gotta be the bigger man. Take their blame, and forgive it for them and for yourself. Then move on from it. Keep thinking about their dissent to keep you driven.

you ever just break away from everyone around you every couple of years
and it's painful but necessary?

>>81490043
I cut myself off from every person i ever knew after high school. Online friends and real life friends, For like 2 years. I was just depressed and didn't want to hurt them. Biggest mistake of my fucking life. Its been 8 years and this halted my entire life and I never fully recovered

>>81467060 (OP)
I took too much delta-9 THC + CBD. For hours I was paralyzed, I couldn't move at all even though I wanted to, my muscles locked into position and tensed to the point of pain, and I had uncontrollable muscle spasms in some parts of the body, like my head kept shaking from side to side. I almost thought I was dying. What happened? Google is giving me several different conditions like THC-induced dystonia, cannabis-induced catatonia, etc.

>>81490291
Weed overdose/"greened" out maybe?

When you smoke too much your body will literally kinda seize up. Like you start shaking erratically and its very hard to stop. Usually just my upper body, arms/head though. Lasts like 20 minutes at most, sucks butts when ur just tryna chill, but not harmful.

>>81490043
all the time lol. always a different reason for it, but i do get the sense that its for the best.

>>81490291
>delta-9
you should look into the THCA loophole, delta9 always sounded off to me. i tend to shiver when im too high, but that sounds really shitty

>>81490838
>you should look into the THCA loophole, delta9 always sounded off to me. i tend to shiver when im too high, but that sounds really shitty
Delta 9 is THCa lol.

Weed has multiple different chemicals in it but THCa is the main psychoactive/high one.

The farm bill allowed a the farming of Hemp, and allowed a small amount of Thc (0.3% of the products dry weight) be produced with it. The problem is wirh the "0.3% of the products dry weight", which allowed producers to distillate the THC/delta9 into cartridges because cartridge oil doesnt contribute to the total dry weight.

>>81491079
delta9 had a bad rep because companies were putting whatever dogshit they wanted in their carts for terps. you can buy THCA flower the same way and be confident that its just weed.

>>81488893
>Sweden
Can't you just recite shahada for the cops to let you go there?

>>81491395
If you just mean get flower instead, then yeah maybe. They still spray terps on after the fact, which desu I trust those cartoon 8th bags way less than some rando cart.

>>81491506
yes. just smoke (THCA)flower. the extraction for delta is gross, delta flower is objectively worse, carts leave too much room for random chemicals that are harmful.
>They still spray terps on after the fact
that's just cope based on nothing. even if you get spray which is unlikely, its not a health risk. i can tell you don't smoke weed if you trust a mystery cartridge more than a bud in a funny bag

>>81491735
>that's just cope based on nothing.
No its not, they always spray Thca flower after the fact with terpines and to make it more crystaline.

Cbd/Thca crop looks like shitty ditch weed, so they always do something to make it better looking.

I was trying to be fair with you, but if you asbestos lungs, go ahead. Im in Arizona, I grow my own and go to dispos. Ive made and sold my own distillate for years.

is it just me or do you feel useless if you smoke weed during the day? I only smoke at night

>>81491788
the "crystals" aren't terpenes dipshit. you can't just add them with terp spray lmao. terpenes are added to carts sold at dispos as well, because its not harmful. I was trying to give advice to an anon that said d9 made him feel like he was gonna die, not argue semantics with an ESL spic that acts like he knows more than he really does

>>81491890
Well thank god I didn't say Crystals are terpines lmfao. We use a spray to mimic THC crystal to make the bud look fresher. Dumbass nigger child. Shutyo mouth.

>>81491865
that's normal. people use this stuff under the wrong circumstances all the time

>>81491911
>they always spray Thca flower after the fact with terpines and to make it more crystaline


>Well thank god I didn't say Crystals are terpines lmfao
???

>We use a spray to mimic THC crystal to make the bud look fresher
post a pic of this "thc crystal mimicry spray" then

>>81491865
I do feel useless if I'm stoned during the day but I still do it because I work at a dead end call center job.
I'm getting stoned multiple times a day every day fuck

>nodding off on kratom
This feels really nice.

>>81491986
Do you not know what terpines are? Terpines are not THC crystals lol.

>>81492033
This shit is legal in my country, I guess they sell it in smoke shops or something, I might try it later, every single day for the past month my system has been saturated in other kind of shit

popped me a couple edibles hopefully mommy doesn't catch me with the red eyes

>>81492156
Just don't go in expecting anything spectacular.
The feeling is pretty mild, but I enjoy it regardless.

>>81492169
just talk to your mom when youre sober and tell her you been using the ganja that way you dont feel paranoid about her finding out

>>81492148
first of all, its spelled "terpenes". since you never formally learned english you might not understand how the sentance "they always spray Thca flower after the fact with terpines and to make it more crystaline" is riddled with mistakes and looks like you're implying terp spray gives weed the "crystaline" appearance. since we're speaking different languages i'm not sure if you mean the trichomes that grow on the plant or "THC crystal" extract that you can dab.

if cocaine wasn't so damn expensive i'd be buying that shit every weekend. i guess that's a good thing though. one bag always somehow turns into 5-6 as the night goes on

I don't enjoy drugs, I enjoy listening to music on drugs, so much that listening to music when I don't have something running through my veins feels like a waste of my superior listening abilities

or something

>>81492302
I was a poorfag and I managed to do coke every weekend. glad to just do it once in awhile now. I'd avoid everything to get coke

>>81492282
I am specifically trying to tell you that I do NOT mean terpene spray, yet you keep restating that. You're just being manipulative.

Why is coke on its own such garbage?

>>81493249
It's a party drug. You're meant to be around people talking and drinking and shit. I've tried doing coke on my own, it was by far one of the most boring experiences I've had. The downside is (at least for me), is that I can't drink without doing coke anymore. I forgot what it feels like to drunk, which is kinda weird to say. Do you coke alone?

I've never disappeared in the woods to do drugs but it sounds fun
I hear it's a popular thing to do
I get scared of the idea though and that someone might find me or that I'll be attacked by a bear
Anyone here do it a lot? I'm about to move to a shared building and I'm inevitably gonna have to do it sometimes in order to stay incognito

so yeah hehe there was an online group of people that i thought i could find my salvation in, i thought i was getting closer to the light there for a while, and i gave up on it all today. back to square one. it's how it goes

>>81493249
it's not bad

>>81493352
I did magic mushrooms in the woods
I think that's the right place and drug.

Power
stat

BZZZZZZZ

again

BZZZZZ

again

BZZZZ

>>81494728
ITS ALIVE!!!!!

MWWAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I hate knowing that adderall is the only thing that works for me and I will never be able to realiably get it. I will never find success in life. Doctors are faggots, deep web adderall is all fake shit. Our government are fucking worthless control freaks trying to police what we put inside our own bodies. I just want to rage.

If you can't meet me in the time before the Big Bang occurred in the Chronosephira Functional, then we are not friends

>>81494828
It's not all fake. Also meth can be used safely with lots of discipline, but dextroamphetamine is my go-to

https://youtu.be/EPQnDUHmZKk?si=NXWPlvgTQYEar6KD

been getting high every night it's been enjoyable and I don't make dumb choices like I did with drinking.

>>81467060 (OP)
I wish I did acid when I wasnt so mentally ill, shit sucks now

>>81494828
Adderall will always be king but oral meth is still pretty viable and a lot cheaper, just make sure to keep yourself in check while using it and never dose it any other way n you should be fine

>>81496422
this but with weed

>>81471121
i wish i could fuck her tits

>>81479190
>>81479198
These look sick, anon. What was it like fucking the prosti? Did you tell her about your lucrative business? I recently had to bail my dad out of jail (not for anything serious) ,and he told me how a lot of the people in the holding cell with him were in there for drugs and weapons. A lot of them were in their late 20s, and for the most part, they seemed like stand-up guys.

Even if you feel like you're in an ethical dilemma, you're still a good man at heart, anon. You noticing the bad in what you do shows that you're not an evil or bad person. You just have to make the right decision. I'm not sure if you believe in God, but I know he wouldn't hold it against you and would forgive you since you see the bad in your ways. Just turn towards the Good.

Think I'm gonna have to drop a friend I really like. What drug fits this vibe?

>>81497246
adderall, a bit of liquor, and something to sink your time into

>>81493352
>I get scared of the idea though and that someone might find me or that I'll be attacked by a bear
I ran into a bear once while I was smoking weed in the woods. it was cool, we made eye contact while it passed me by.

anyway I second mushrooms, but only if you have some experience with them, otherwise I think you might get some anxiety. smoking pot in the woods is always fun and chill too if you are down with something a little less intense.

>>81497265
That sounds like it would distract me from the pain, no? If I didn't want to feel I would take opioids. I want to confront the feeling, or maybe resolve it by finding new friends but drugs wouldn't help much with that

>>81497327
maybe, especially if you drink a lot. but i see it as a time to feel sad for yourself, accept it, move on and work on something else.

>>81467060 (OP)
are research chemicals actually all that bad for you

Comfy off of pregab, sadly my last dose but ive got plenty of gabapentin stashed (def not taking my moms old script she no longer uses)
also need to find my tramadol, never done opioids before but i got my wisdom teeth out and never touched the script

>>81497327
well if you want to confront the feeling take some kind of psychedelic and meditate on it

>>81497469
depends. 'research chemicals' in an incredibly broad term. some yes, some no. gonna have to be more specific.

>>81497469
i've done a lot of them. what do you want to know? they're just like everything else. you just have to know your categories.

someone needs to make a new 420chan. literally just half-ass it. all you need is enough people willing to mod it to prevent bot spam and CP traders

>>81497456
Maybe, I'll think about this next time I'm locked in.
>>81497495
That was my first thought, just can't find a good time to do psychedelics these days. It sucks that I have to be out doing something every weekend otherwise I feel like a shut-in loser

>>81467406
Never been a real ket guy, but after some Adderall I can definitely see why big money businessfags love this shit. Except they probably use it for buying stocks and shit instead of jacking their dick to the point of injury for 14 hours.

>>81497554
Its really sad how bad the cp spam is on altchans, makes them unusable without 24/7 moderation
The lainchan irc has a good system where a mod has to authorize you so newfags can lurk but not post, keeps the spam down but also makes it incessantly cliquey

So it's been like two weeks and a half since I stopped a daily pregabalin use cold turkey like that, and I was real depressed for a bit, but the one thing that kinda sticked with me were the weirdass dreams I was having, some real uncanny shit whose only characteristic i seem to recall easily is the fact that they were uncanny as shit, I remember this one of me watching a black homeless dude get stabbed in the neck and begging for his life while choking on blood, in the dream I was in like a really shitty neighborhood, no lights and it all looked black and white and with a noise filter on my field of view, shit sounded very realistic and now it creeps me the fuck out but then I didn't felt much because I was very aloof

would give more details but I need to pop some trams right now because my back hurts and I feel like it, and this is my 3rd day using this shit and yeah i'm stupid and prone to get stupid addictions

>>81467060 (OP)
how do I find somewhere to start getting mdma from? I'm in Aus if that helps or changes how I get it.
and what's the best way go test it for things like fent?

>>81497820
your post is glowing a bit too much

>>81497914
what does that mean? it's too awesome? probably

>>81497957
yeahhh...sure...

look, assuming you're serious, you're just gonna have to network and talk to people to find a connection, or get on the deep web. nobody here is going to link you up.
you can probably buy testing kits online.

>>81496619
Well this is my final update. I was trying to clear out all my shit as a final cash up. Posted up my tazer for sale, had this chick message me who has long time been known as legit 90% and then 10% a fuckin gank. She runs a meth ring with runners and shit. She messages me wanting to trade ice for it I say cash only. Think nothing of it. Get another message from a random account wanting it. Figure it's going cheap ($350) like how badly can this go? So I arrange a meet in a public place. I'm sitting there he's late I'm getting more and more nervous. Then i see two cars whip in a clapped out beamer and some other hunk of shit. One boxes me in (I reverse in for safety he literally parkes bumper to bumper so I can't move. The other car has 3 guys in it, the one facing me has 3-4. It's night so can't tell. I'm just sitting there watching already in gear cos I always do deals like that, and already explained, friendly like multiple times to come passenger window I'll show how it works then we exchange cash for money etc. I'm just watching knowing I'm about to be jacked for it just praying that's the worst that happens. Massive fuckin face tatted up brown guy walks up to my driver window, I just roll it part way down I get the deal he's like "hand that fucking thing over. Dodgy place to be doing fucking deals huh buzzy cunt?" Something to that affect. I just hand it to him. Then he's like give me your fucking money. I said I don't take cash to deals for security reasons. Tells me to fuck off and drive away but his car is literally blocking mine. He's like getting mad about it but if I move I'll damage their car and then who fucking knows what will happen. So I just got sit there and wait till he reverses. Literally unironically shaking in fear. What can I do. There's like 5 or 8 violent guys bigger than me boxing my car in idgaf so what I lost 300 (what it originally cost me). I take that as a lesson learned to get the fuck out of this game. This not for me man.

>>81498327
Fuck I'm just back laying in bed full of adrenaline. Funny thing is I had like 3k worth of drugs in my car as well fuck I'm glad they didn't go further. They were so intimidating. Face tats, obviously those "in and out of prison" people. Funny thing is I did a deal with one of them previously, sold him drugs and it went fine. Only like 60 worth. Never trust these meth users man they're fucking crazy. This is my sign go back to my normal life. Jesus Christ what an absolutely insane 6 or so weeks this has been. Sad it ended like this but oh well. That thing was a fucking liability as well - in my country that's possession of a firearm without license- a VERY serious charge. I'm like legit glad that guy didn't just stab me or some shit he looked insane. Legit just saw exactly what was happening, got it ready in my hand and just gave it to him, hoped he'd leave lol. Call me a bitch I don't care I'm not fighting like 5-8 guys while I'm boxed in in my fucking car. Fuck it was scary.

Damn I still didn't post as gurt.
I've been sober from alcohol for quite a while but I had a beer a few days ago and with weed alcohol is super enjoyable alone so that's a plus.
It fucks my body up but that's exactly what I have a tramadol prescription for.

I'm smoking polar express right now and I must say it is my new favorite strain. Got some skywalker OG on the side too

>>81498347
If nothing else I've been following your escapades from a couple threads back and been enjoying reading them, thanks for the insight anon. I'm just a lonely borderline hiki NEET loser who stays in his room all day and orders drugs from tor so reading about someone with an active lifestyle was immersive and fun for me for a change, I pray you make it out and can enjoy the heroin you crave after your subs wears off. You don't need the stress and you seem honest I wish nothing but success and the best for you anon, being isolated and alone has wrecked me going to bump H lines and have some lyrica and soma in a few days myself

>>81497757
I feel in love, i feel like thanking, thank you so much. i'm feeling right now, sorry if i'm pathetic but i'm 290mgs in and I feel in love

>>81498575
Hey thanks for the response buddy. I don't think my post above conveyed just how fucking scary that was. It was like 2 hours ago getting rolled by fucking crazy violent methheads. I'm still pounding with adrenaline. I didn't even pretend to put up a fight or anything fuck that, legit saw the play when he pulled up reversed back to block me the other guy blocked the exit with his car. The driver blocking the exit was the guy i previously sold to as well. 1 or 2 others in his car didn't see clearly. I legit 100% know who orchestrated all of this as well and its a female and shes a fucking psycho. These guys legit work for her. Sounds weird but its true. She runs a lot of the meth trade in my city. Unironically I'm like semi traumatized by it I changed my socials and deleted the apps I use lol. Fuck that could have gone so much worse. Its a sign this shit ends today. I've never been robbed like that person to person where it's like, give me that thing or I'll fucking hurt you badly. Its very scary. He was legit like 6 foot 3 crazy meth eyes face covered in tattoos, not white. And when he's like give me your money as well my heart sank cos I said no, I have none. Anything could have happened. Whatever. That's my little forey into the underworld I tell you it's nothing but unbelievable stress and anxiety. And the money is not easy at all. I just drove the fuck off staring in my rear view hoping they didn't follow me. Then took a real circuitous route home. Shut the gate took some benzos and zopiclone. Still can't relax. I'm sure ill get over this soon but man, it's actually traumatizing.

>>81498691
I was shook for like a week after I got mugged, I can't imagine the stress you're going through man. glad you're safe though.

>>81498575
Also isolation is terrible bro at least get a job or something. Nothing worse for mental health than being alone, aside from being robbed that's probably worse. But being alone all the time is not good mentally.

Common painkillers don't affect shrooms, right? They don't reduce the effects?

>>81498716
like what, OTC shit? nah they won't do anything.

>>81498327
>>81498691
Jesus Christ anon, I'm glad you're alive. You should read through these posts when you're not high on adrenaline and see if they read differently, I think they definitely have a panicked energy to them lol

I also enjoyed reading, I hope you keep us updated on the exit and the H

boofed kpins for the first time hopefully they kick in fast im fucking panicking and am out of xans

>>81498710
is getting a job really worth it? Also whats a good job for a 2 year hikki

>>81498863
I'm a hiki and I'm considering getting a job simply so I have less free time, I'm doing drugs to cope with boredom because I can't really find a hobby that sticks

>>81498891
yeah im in a similar spot but am getting bored fast because i cant do drugs anymore after a couple episodes of psychosis, turns out im bipolar lmao
but yeah ive broken my computer and now spend 12+hrs on my phone usually just watching movies or gambling. the job market where i am is shit but my dads friend has a job at an appliance store but im terrified of people and am hopefully leaving my parents place for a community college, hopefully it goes well this time.

Is phenibut better than lyrica and gabapentin ? How different are these 3 ?

>>81498850
Got my little celebration stash ready, just gotta wait 3 days for the subs to clear. I got about 200mg of loerpamide for the withdrawals. Got some other stuff not pictured as well.

>>81498985
phenibut is nowhere near as good as lyrica, though when I tried it, it's really stimulating plus it kinda fixes what's wrong with you like lyrica does, however the hangover you get the next day sucks total ass, didn't try gabapentin, it's not something I seek out as of now.

>>81498985
>lyrica
best of the gabapentinoids, extremely comfy but its script only
>gabapentin
similar to lyrica but less comfy, also takes a lot longer to kick in
again script only but pretty easy to get from my experience
>phenibut
an extremely tame version of lyrica, but it does also give you alcohol tier socializability
it is availible OTC but as mentioned before theres a good reason for that, its extremely mild in comparison to the previously mentioned drugs

usually gabapentinoids are easy to get a script for since theres an extremely low risk for abuse because of how the drugs function, you can really only do them a few times a month or else your experience will be quite dull
just say to your doctor you have anxiety and bring up lyrica, theyd probably be more than happy to write you a script

>>81498985
Weird responses. Lyrica is shit to me. Phenibut is best when the disease is right. Intake 900mg of gaba a day it's my "home" drug I love it.

OPEN UP ARCHET NOW OPEN THE MARKETS OPEN THE MARKETS OPEN IT NOW

>>81500328
so what do we think about it? acutal maintenance, exit scam, LE takedown or LE honeypot?

Ginger-lemon tea is done, cheers anons

>>81501456
iine
Sounds tasty.

Taking an edible and passing out
Fuck everyone and everything tbdesu

>>81499030
>>81499119
>>81499172
What a good phenibut dose to prevent hang overs? I tried 1g the other week didn't feel much so took 2gs 2 hrs later. It was pretty mild and I fell asleep. The next morning I had this weird headache with some jaw tension. Iv'e left it on the shelf since

THC as usual. Nic stick. No caffeine though.

>>81486227
When will governments realize that turning drugs into a business and dealing with the people who act out while on them is more effective?

I want to get psychedelics again. It's been far too long.

>>81502826
Shrooms. Don't do synthetic time manipulation chemicals.

I find it ironic that at psychedelics in a controlled environment are likely to be more effective than drugs typically used to treat mental illness. But the objective is systemic repair, not only psychologic healing. *Sigh*

Rippin this shit.

>>81502835
RCs are easier to get, are the trust worthy or not?

>>81503088
Do whatever you want man I already told you it's a bad idea.

>>81503103
but why orgiamly?

Research chems are fine. it's just some pretentious anon on hippie bullshit. 5 aco dmt is the same as psylocibin, 5 meo mipt and goated and 4 aco met has good visuals with a nicer headspace

You really want los COLORSITOS huh?
2cb

>>81500822
My theory is that LE is involved but they triggered a dead man's switch. I'm assuming it's dead or compromised until proven otherwise so RIP if true

>>81503146
All goated choices anon. I miss buying reaserch chemicals in huge amounts.

>>81503507
I also had the best visuals of my life on 4aco

I went to a concert on lyrica and I think this is what normies feel like without lyrica.
it fixes everything wrong with me
>Autism? Gone.
>Social anxiety? null.
>Retardation? maybe but it's the good kind.
>Feeling like worthless shit? not there while you're on it.
I fucking love pregabalin so much.

my opioid vendor likely scammed me for only 200 euros, despite his flawless reputation and me having ordered successfully many times from him before.
it's a shame and really fucking unnecessary, but I'll have to find another vendor

>>81479130
>>81479190
>>81498327
>>81498347


lmao I would hate to bee you

>>81489302
>>81489280
>>81486716
Never got so far in my education, now i feel jealous

>>81502968
Antidepressants acting on serotonin inhibit the healing processes
Diseased society cannot allow for those who have seen the sickness to reject it

>>81499119
Does lyrica give you the alcohol tier sociability ?

>>81504178
nta and not sure how alcohol sociability goes but lyrica removes your social anxiety entirely.
It was hot as fuck outside so I just ran back and forth through a fountain a few times, felt so fucking good.

>>81498854
Did they work?

>>81503719
this is NOT what normies feel all the time, which is why they use alcohol (also a GABA drug) on every single social gathering. do not fool yourself into thinking this is normal, you were high and gaba withdrawals are HELL. stay safe anon

>>81503088
Are there any drugs that will help me get over the fact that I will die a virgin never even knowing what breasts feel like?

>>81505184
molly prolly, you would have the best nut of your life... prolly

>>81505184
if you can afford drugs, you can afford a hooker.

Strategies for mitigating bad, unsatisfying trips? I waited two weeks from LSD tolerance and three weeks for ketamine tolerance, but when I went all in the other day it was like my brain completely shut me down. I think it had to do with the fact that it's summer, and I felt like a sweaty, gross piece of shit, but I just got visuals of filth and grime and creepy-crawlies, and I couldn't get into the headspace where I completely dissociate from reality and enjoy myself. I just laid in my bed like a moron, staring at the ceiling and sweating like a pig while the most disgusting imagery skated across my mind. Do I just have to wait until it cools down to do acid again? I was genuinely angry afterwards, my brain just said "here's a bunch of feces and vomit, go fuck yourself retard". Do you think adding ecstasy to the mix would mitigate the awful shittiness that I feel when tripping?

>>81505239
Holy FUCK I hate when shit like this happens. Like, here I am, going out of my way to help my brain feel good, and this dumb bitch goes and drops the ball.

>>81467060 (OP)
How do I not get addicted to drugs as a beginner? My fear is becoming a junkie but I want to hallucinate and stuff so bad.

>>81505184
dissociatives are the best drug for if you have some kind of problem. opiates will end up consuming your life.

>>81505262
Okay, so it's not just me? I'm so mad because I've had such amazing, fun trips on this stuff before, I have no idea what happened. It felt like those days where you go to jerk off but for some reason you can't stay hard and the porn you KNOW you like just isn't doing it for you and you just spend 40 minutes shaking your limp dick until you reach a frustrating, unsatisfying orgasm.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP2Mb18YSoc&list=RD0TvoyGn6k7o&index=9
HEJ
ZIVOTE
VARALICE

>>81505279
>How do I not get addicted
Don't start

>>81505279
How much self control/discipline do you have? Are you the type of person to spend all week playing a new game without any regards for your personal health and responsibilities? Are you impulsive? Do you ever get in a bad mood and do things that you know you'll regret later? Do you find it difficult to stick to a schedule
If you answered yes to any of these questions, you're at risk of falling into addiction. Even if you answered no to all of these questions, you're still at risk.

>>81505279
That seems obvious
Avoid Weed and alcohol. Have Magic Mushrooms once a year, maybe at smaller amounts once a month
Magic Mushrooms have a built in habit disassociation, you probably won't want to do them again any time soon
If you do it with friends together you're more likely to have a good time, and having someone who is sober and doesn't partake is more of a feature then a bug

weed is so fucking terrible for anything other then a light buzz
I smoked a whole joint and was afraid my body was going to explode then sleep for 4 hours in really shit position wake up to my leg hurting like hell
fuck

>>81505329
Yes, I get addicted to stuff extremely easily. But maybe there are drugs that aren't addictive is what i'm thinking? Like once a month type of thing.

>>81505355
Yep, that sounds like my experience with it as well lol.
That strange feeling you get when you just KNOW you took too much and that it's not going to be a good trip, gotta love the psyche.

>>81505367
>But maybe there are drugs that aren't addictive is what i'm thinking? Like once a month type of thing.
Mushrooms, LSD.
They're not addictive, just do your research and understand what you're getting into because it's more than just hallucinating funny shapes and colours.

>>81505279
don't even bother with opiates. they're not worth it. do stimulants sometimes and quit if you're afraid you're gonna overdo them. psychedelics and dissociatives are both amazing in different ways for what you're looking for. i can do them over and over and over... until something bad happens and i'm scared to touch them for a while.

>>81505335
this nigga is tarded. alcohol is boring and weed is very addictive though. but like i said i could do psychedelics over and over and over.

until something bad happens. that's the reason why they aren't "addictive"

not everyone likes dissociatives. very psychologically addictive if you do like them, but hallucinogens don't cause physical withdrawals like weed, opiates, alcohol, and benzos.

>>81505381
tfw unlimited weed basically but vodka is just usually better
I still like weed every now and again tho

>>81505421
Cute Yuuri. Improved my day.

Got prescribed Pregabalin. Does anyone here have experience with that?

>>81505411
NTA but I stopped having shrooms before having a bad trip

got some maple candy edibles today. Hopefully this container lasts me a week.

>>81467060 (OP)
This weekend's warehouse techno rave was wild, I started with amphetamine and ketamine, really wanted to do some MDMA but did it the previous rave and dont want to fry my brain. Sooo i got the great idea to drop 2g of liberty caps on top of everything. Absolute insanity, i cant even begin to describe it... Got really introspective about the whole concept of dancing and technoshamanism and why we humans feel the urge to dance and listen to music. After the shrooms wore off I had to basically force myself to snort more speed to keep going, it just felt so fucking disgusting, i can see how people can curb addictions with shrooms. Really interesting experience but I think shrooms were a bit too introspective for the setting and music, maybe trance or one of those hippie festivals would have been better than in a sweaty abandoned warehouse filled with people amped to hell, and the body load after the shrooms was AWFUL. Even the DJ was doing lines of amphetamine on the mixing table, she almost looked demonic with the typical speed tics and jaw clenching, I had some really weird visions.

Really hit it off with a super cute girl before the shrooms hit, we danced like crazy but when the shrooms hit I just got stuck in my own mind and I suppose she lost interest because I was so out of it. Vid related really reminds me of her, kinda regret i took the shrooms instead of dancing with her all night.

https://youtube.com/shorts/-r3tOhg4ep0?si=B9Jx9R1NrmcNLTM9

>>81504178
Yeah if anything it makes you oversocial from my experience at least, with alcohol it makes you more sedated so you want to talk to people less but with lyrica I just start talking peoples ears off

>>81505699
I know the feel, you start talking retarded bullshit and giving completely unnecessary information to people

https://youtu.be/6e6VEpRdGW8?si=t3yNsznknO7McV3C

What do you think about psychiatrist?

Clueless drug dealers? Modern day shamans?

I just wonder if these people who go to psychiatrists see it as a genuine medicine or just another way to get fucked up.

>>81505646
>This weekend's warehouse techno rave was wild
where do you live where this happens? i live in georgia and nobody has ever heard of any of the drugs i order off the internet

>>81505903
most psych doctors don't prescribe drugs that can get you fucked up

how many mg of eddies should I take I wanna get pretty high but not paranoid

>>81506702
really depends on your tolerance. if you are inexperienced, probably around 15-30mg.

>>81505239
>>81505294
I had some similar trips on shrooms. I wouldn't necessarily call them "bad trips", they just felt...kind of dirty and pointless, and made me question wtf I was doing.
it's basically the reason I haven't done any psychs in a few years. sucks cause I had some really amazing trips prior to that, but I just couldn't shake the uncomfortable feeling after those ones.

Getting stoned outside is awesome and no one can convince me otherwise. I always wanted to learn to find 4 leaf clovers and so I googled that shit and google-gpt gave me like 5 simple bullet points to follow and I've already found 3. While I was sitting in the park smoking weed looking over the clovers today I espied this fellow. Life is good, stay high anons.

>>81505279
I'm with everyone. Weed fucks you up, alcohol fucks you up, cigarette destroys you, etc. LSD and shrooms are the only ones that won't... if you're mentally calm and don't get spooked by mental images of demons and tentacles every once in a while.

But if you must, then do so with conditions, such as only smoking weed with friends, only alcohol after you've cleaned your bed, etc. and try to make them inconvenient to buy. The easier it is to acquire them, the more complacent you grow, and the more you incorporate them to your daily routine.

>>81467060 (OP)
>had my dick botched by a circumcision
>cant have sex or (pleasurable) masturbation so drugs are my only way to feel good
>drug scene is going to shit because of fentanyl/nitazenes
>cant afford a doctor who will give prescription opioids

Might as well kms now.

good night drug feelers, just woke up thinking it was morning but it's not, i'm on ghost time right now, but still it's gonna be a sober night, made myself a sandwich, just ate it and i'm ready to watch hours drift by

Anyone else here have good experiences with opiods and caffeine? You'd think it'd nullify the good effects of the opiods but personally i like it.

>>81507686
no, you wouldn't think that. *you* would because you're dumb. block adenosine and you get a monoamine boost. opioids increase dopamine and decrease norepinephrine alongside other bonuses. gives you a better ratio from the caffeine and increase to total dopamine activity.

>>81507855
>no, you wouldn't think that. *you* would because you're dumb.
Going to forgive you for saying that, because I'm nice. But no second chances. But yeah, it negates the sleepiness from opioids and its quite nice.

>>81506759
I took 20ng and I aint feeling shit. It's been 3+hrs. I took a 5mg earlier n that actually worked a tiny bit

Haven't cummed in six months (marriage issues), what drug do you recommend for finally exploding?

>>81507995
do you have tolerance? do you know if you your edibles are accurately dosed? you should be feeling something by now, but edibles can be tricky to properly dose especially if you get them from unknown sources cause you don't necessarily know what's in them. some sketchy dealers will just slap big numbers on the pack to sell it regardless of what's in there. I've had 15mg edibles that sent me to outer space, and edibles labeled 300mg that didn't do shit. it can also depend on what & when you ate that day...when they hit right, edibles are amazing but it's such a gamble I mostly stopped taking them.

>>81506035
Sweden, I've heard that Georgia has a pretty good underground scene

How often can I take LSD? I had a pretty bad trip but we go agane

>archetyp market shut down
what now? in tears atm

>>81509227
I'd wait at least a week, but preferably around 2 weeks. you can take it again within 3-4 days but it will probably be pretty blunted.

>>81505563
I don't take it daily but I take 200-300 mg doses every once in a while
It fixes everything that's wrong with me and deletes my social anxiety.

its a monday night and I got the house to myself high as fuck cuz I dont have a job :))))))) I am truly living right aint I?

Ah fuck I ruined my throat.
Looks like a mandatory T-break from pot
but not opiates :3

>>81507243
it really is
my lively plant

Haven't been here in couple years. Is the guy "heroinanon" or whatever still alive?

>>81510962
I'm new here but his last post was in 2020, sounds like the consensus is he's dead or in prison

how exactly do you smoke changa? Do you just measure 20-30 mg for a starter dose and just roll it up in normal weed paper? Or does it need some tobacco added in? How much?

>>81509830
Drugs are the most accessible happiness out there, it's peak human existence.
sure there's technically bonding with other people but it only works if they like you and aren't trying to use you.

>>81511496
It works just like pot, so smoke it in whatever you want, just clean whatever tool you use to get high on it with because it fucking stinks and will ruin the taste of whatever you smoke in it afterwards (if uncleaned)

>>81508124
I got em from a dispo. I think cause I did a little bit earlier they had no real effect

incredible how long weed lasts you when microdosing
just a little high

>>81511522
I smoke all my weed in the classic rolling papers way I don't have a pipe, would you suggest a pipe? As I think i might need it for the small dosages of changa to not burn my fingers and roll a joint for a couple of puffs. Again does it need mixing with tobacco?

>>81512328
Not him but price range? Xmax v3 pro is supposedly good for 100 bucks, also has a proper battery that you can change, a lot of vape corporations try to jew you hard.

I'm completely ignoring your changa chong bs right now, stick to weed faggot.

>>81509830
It sounds nice 2me, you're functional when you don't have something on your veins? if the answer's yes then you're fine for the day, it's all about executive decisions

>>81505903
Just
>clueless
Sure as hell they are no shamans or dealers. The best ones are somewhat helpful and the bad ones are entirely deluded

subutex is shit, i cant take any other opis for weeks after taking even a small amount and the tolorence hike on it is fucking crays, this wouldnt be too bad if it didnt start becoming overwhelmingly nauseating at 4mg