>>81532067
Ex-Boyfriend 1: met him in highschool, was sort of the perfect highschool sweetheart setup and my first relationship but I had a shit ton of internalized homophobia at the time so I pissed it away by panicking and distancing myself, In hindsight I'm probably the reason he went from an innocent sweet guy into a male-whore.
Ex-Boyfriend 2: met him online, we were okay and had a few inside jokes but then things got distant after a month and the break up was a bit messy.
First sexual experience with a guy I had (jacked him off on a bus)
Ex-Boyfriend 3: met him in my senior year of highschool and we got close since we were both gay and autistic, I gifted him my virginity on his birthday and in return, I took his (gay) virginity, after a while we broke up since we both agreed we weren't really good as a couple but we're still close friends and I support the fuck out of him.
In comparison I only have one ex girlfriend but it was so fucking brutal and emotionally damaging that I have promised myself to never date women again.