>too dumb for local models
>too wary of bots made by anons or coomers, most seem too basic and cringily ERP-ish
>too braindead to understand what big model jailbreaks are, they're usually written by schizos and seem ultra-technical
>realized ChatGPT, with proper gaslighting and whipping to make it less subservient, could provide me with everything I need
Honestly, I've been at it for a couple of weeks here and I'm having a blast; still seems to be limited regarding certain specific topics, but building some big imaginary framework has let it be real loose (unlike Nahida)