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7/21/2025, 8:29:19 AM
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>It's pretty obvious who's larping and who's actually done this stuff.
Yeah. Absolutely obvious. For example, the dogeza discussion. I really enjoy dogeza too, it's one of my favorite positions, if not my actual favorite. I really enjoy reading what people are writing about it. But like... it's pretty obvious that nobody is speaking from experience. So IMO it's missing out on one of the most interesting parts, which is the meditative aspect and all the blood rushing to your head.
>I think headspace makes a really big difference; when you're getting into it you are still making choices but it really FEELS easier to do things I normally would struggle with. When I was ordered to spend 8 hours in a stress position as punishment while in that relationship, it was something I could do, but now if I try to do the same thing on my own I can barely make it 10 minutes.
I think I went over this point pretty well in my last post above, but wholeheartedly agree. It's sort of astonishing the willpower that I figured out how to summon, and I can still tap into some of that now. But I still think the thing that made me most capable living with mistress was the fact that She held me accountable for my habits. She made sure I woke up on time, worked out, took my pills and voice trained every day, and would make me regret it if I didn't and help me improve. You honestly can't ask for a better method for building skills and habits than having your mistress train them into you.
>Also can I just say how good this feels? To be obligated to serve in this way feels fantastic.
I wasn't allowed to sleep with a phone, so my first thoughts at the beginning and end of every day were always of my mistress. It's kind of funny, I actually developed a fetish for being told to get out of bed to make breakfast or get ready for the day. It makes me feel... incredibly proud and submissive. It sucks, but it's amazing.
>It's pretty obvious who's larping and who's actually done this stuff.
Yeah. Absolutely obvious. For example, the dogeza discussion. I really enjoy dogeza too, it's one of my favorite positions, if not my actual favorite. I really enjoy reading what people are writing about it. But like... it's pretty obvious that nobody is speaking from experience. So IMO it's missing out on one of the most interesting parts, which is the meditative aspect and all the blood rushing to your head.
>I think headspace makes a really big difference; when you're getting into it you are still making choices but it really FEELS easier to do things I normally would struggle with. When I was ordered to spend 8 hours in a stress position as punishment while in that relationship, it was something I could do, but now if I try to do the same thing on my own I can barely make it 10 minutes.
I think I went over this point pretty well in my last post above, but wholeheartedly agree. It's sort of astonishing the willpower that I figured out how to summon, and I can still tap into some of that now. But I still think the thing that made me most capable living with mistress was the fact that She held me accountable for my habits. She made sure I woke up on time, worked out, took my pills and voice trained every day, and would make me regret it if I didn't and help me improve. You honestly can't ask for a better method for building skills and habits than having your mistress train them into you.
>Also can I just say how good this feels? To be obligated to serve in this way feels fantastic.
I wasn't allowed to sleep with a phone, so my first thoughts at the beginning and end of every day were always of my mistress. It's kind of funny, I actually developed a fetish for being told to get out of bed to make breakfast or get ready for the day. It makes me feel... incredibly proud and submissive. It sucks, but it's amazing.
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