I had a slightly different experience to an atheist. I completely forgot about my Christian upbringing in the anglican church and decided to search for spirituality.

This yearning brought me to occult stuff like Aleister Crowley, tarot cards, astrology and mysticism.

I tried practicing magic a few times and I'm scizo for 6 years on benefits. I have a ghost that lives in my head and sometimes tortures me.

I have seen weird tv programs and insects on my body and faces in the mirror.

I now believe in God again and the divinity of Jesus Christ.