Is life really worth living

And if we're so valuable, why doesn't God just make it more clear to us?

Hell we don't even know for sure HOW God exists, because God loves hiding and instead filling our lives with busy bullshit and misery

Can't hang out with mu friends anymore since we're all so busy

My gf is feeling down on her future

BOTH my grandfathers died

Had to deal with an abortion last summer

Cost of living is increasing anywhere and everywhere

A couple of Greys on my beard even thoigh I'm turning 27

Tell me, why shouldn't I just say fuck it and dedicate my existence to finding the truth of God so I can escape this existence?

If we find out what God is we can leave humanity and all the pain it conceptually brings behind


I know I'm all over the place in my post but I know if someone did a spiritual reading on me they can find a couple of issues

I don't know what to do.


All I know is I just want to erase all this suffering from existence so we can experience pure glee