>buisness trip to orange county
>last day finally found time to hit the beach
>found the most secluded place i could beacuse embarrasses to take my shirt off in frot of people
>lied down to get a tan
>get up after 20 mineut and there's a Korean and blonde girl to my right giving me looks
>to my left there was a girl with great tits, giving me looks
>didnt know what to do beacuse incel so I flopped around in the waves in the cold ass water and didnt look in their direction again, it was fun


And yesterday I tried chatting up a blonde girl in the dog park after our dogs kept playing together and she was cold, could barley even make normal conversation.


I honestly cant tell if i got hired or not at the beach, maybe they were just looking in my direction. This happens a lot, everytime I start getting looks I start thinking maybe im not thst bad but I apporach like any other guy would and I get met with coldness. Im numbed out to it more and more every year, there more to life...