That's right; I'm going to have to become a god and no one can stop me - especially women and especially radfems. Shame and guilt are meaningless when I become the new arbiter of morality, but don't worry, I will still make a kinder world for everyone, even white nationalists and radfems despite them being the biggest potential opponents towards my godhood. I have not slept last night and thus my dreams and my subconscious cannot dissuade me otherwise. And if anyone stops me, that's fine too as long as I leave a scar on the world. Either way, I will leave an eternal part of myself behind. But if all goes well, I will become an infinite embodiment of everything that ever was and was not.