baggie you seem vexed. mindbroken even. understandable, nothing hurts like the truth, and i very much underestimated your toughness, all the acting you do around here. may it not effect your trading, personal life...

and babe, good morning, sorry i didn't say it first thing. i am though trying to move our time to the afternoons and evenings, i'm not fully rested until then, trying to work on my patience, and you have to work, don't want to add stress to your day.

do though want to encourage you to watch baggie today. what he's going through is not unique to him, this is all too human behavior, resistance to learning, unable to deal with the pain required to progress. socrates talked about it all the time, the metaphor he used was someone who was sick but afraid of the surgeon's knife. that's all i'll say for now on that. i love you and hope your day goes well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mshV7ug8cdE