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Well, ideally, I'd like to have a job that gives me enough money to support my partner and I, just a bit more than paycheck to paycheck you know? Just- comfort really, I don't need anything big or to make hundreds of thousands, just enough to live and not worry about bills.

My issue is, I suppose, it just feels like I haven't accomplished much in that direction, or any. The highest I've ever gotten in most jobs is middle management- and I stepped down from stress for one of them and the other was a temp position. My only other prospect is restaurant work, but that kind of environment is so stressful and destroys your body completely. I've also gotten a bit lame because (I assume?) covid, and then later mono, so I just can't do anything job that puts pressure on my body like that anymore. And right now, I can't even find a job. Just feels like I'm so far away from where other people my age are career wise.

I guess the other possibility is that I'm being a control freak about not having total certainty and control over where I am in life right now. But, I'd really like to try my best to not be my father's child.