>>81476354
I never went to college so unless I can completely turn around my life around at 28 and live a comfortable life working an office job then yes, it will eventually leave me bed ridden or in a wheelchair if I continue working manual labor jobs. The only good thing I have for me right now is that I have a savings of 200k. It won't kill me but these past few months I've seriously contemplated suicide. I cry every night because I don't want to do it, but it feels like it's the only way out now.