>>528488768
My only goal is to make a friend who actually cares about me. I'm tired of being the one who always has to reach out and message others first. I feel like I don't exist and I'm ghost to others until I'm the one who says something. Nobody ever comes and says hello to me or invites me to join them to play the game. I just want one single genuine friend but I think my autism repels everyone away. I am literally to weird for the normies and to normie for the weirdos. People always tell me to keep trying but why should I keep trying when the end result is always the same? I'm starting to get burnt out of trying to make friends.